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could it be that everything goes round by chance
or only one way that it was always meant to be


nothing ah, just quoting from one of my favourite songs.

maybe i'm a rockstar again!

i feel it. i'm a rockstar! after getting stumped nearly the whole day and being frustratingly unproductive running into dead ends, i think i've got something. i think this should work!!!!!!!!!!!AKJDHFAKS ARGHHcanyouseehowstressediam!!!

IT HAS TO WORK! it will work! self-fulfilling prophecy wth. i am a rockstar. -_-

... and here's to hoping my supervisor thinks so too. aih. this had better work after all the effort put in. if it doesn't i will... eat my head.

and then there are people who think that what i do is rather useless/pointless/whatever, so yeah, doesn't really help much in terms of encouragement. sorry la if i'm not doing something significant or important. *frustrated*emo*

so what's a girl to do when she's extremely stressed and sleepy and brain-dead and still has useless pointless work to do omg.

... camwhore with baleno whale lor.




because baleno whale is CUTE =D



patung tortoise memiliki mata yang
jauh lebih besar than mine



si isaac juga mempunyai mata
yang bigger than mine



little bugger =)


it might look as though the small fart was smiling in the last pic, but he was actually about to cry -_- cos merajuk, wanna see my handphone. speaking of which, paiseh over the not so good quality of pics. not like it's a good idea to see my face in all it's minute details la ya.

right, back to work. it's really amusing that my thesis topic is academic stress, and i myself am experiencing DAMN HIGH LEVEL of academic stress now doing this thing whattheheckkk. the irony.

here's to hoping there's sufficient time, coffee, and music. and digestive biscuits, cos they're damn nice.

officially broke -_-

as some of you all know already, i langgar kereta again -_- haihhhhh. why la always like this, macam annual ritual. it was a stupid accident, even more stupid than my previous two accidents, which were already very stupid to begin with.

damn bei.

anyway it happened on thursday morning as i was on my way to uni. was very minor, no one was hurt in any way -_-

so after class on that day i dropped by this workshop near my uni, to get a rough idea of the damage, as well as time and cost required for repair. this lady, presumably the workshop boss punya wife, came over as i stepped out of my car. i explained what i was there for, and popped the bonnet open for her to inspect. so here's a snippet of the conversation, originally in a mixture of cantonese and mandarin:

lady: hmm slight impact, some of the stuff pushed in slightly, bla bla bla

me: *listens*

lady: see here, pushed out of place by impact bla bla bla... EH your car langgar before many times hor!

me: er... ya, it's an old car, see...

lady: wah ya lor you see, aiyo hit before so many times...

me: yes it's erm, a second-hand car... perhaps the previous owner...

lady: aiyo must be langgar quite serious before! see, the last time they had to take out everything and then put them back!

me: *feebly* well erm...

lady: *surveying* tsk tsk, hit so many times...

me: *gives up trying to defend myself*


for some reason, my face took on a verY sheepish expression as she tsk-ed and aiyo-ed over my car.

anyway, everything's been settled, lesson learnt (hopefully!!), wallet emptied (can't say i didn't deserve it). and i should get back on my thesis - supervisor's expecting the first few chapters bright and early this coming tuesday. yes, roughly about 30 pages, of which i have done a grand total of... 1 and a half page. i am AWESOME!

and not like i actually have sufficient information currently to whack out the 30 pages... did i say i am awesome? yes! i am. totally awesome.


so DON'T PANIC. in said large, friendly letters.

DON'T PANIC

preferably if those words are inscribed in large, friendly letters.

oh hello!

i seem to be changing blogskins more often than blogging itself ehehe *cough*. got a little tired of the previous pinK blog (gasp, but i like pink!), hence err something more whimsical and non-pink this time. but blue skin again... for some reason most of my blogskins inevitably turn out to be blue.

currently in a very lazy phase. or maybe this isn't a phase so much as it is permanent. i need some motivation wey. it's no surprise that i score lower in the conscientiousness dimension. but i score relatively higher on the openness factor =D

speaking of which, i miss talking to certain people. have been facing a drought of intellectually stimulating discussions wth. yes you, if you're reading this. i miss talking to yoU. and leeching good music off you. nevermind that you're an arrogant bastard =)

aside from that, i'm now attempting to read a book. so far there's been quite a bit of sex mentioned, but didn't go into details la. some things are not to be taken literally all the time i suppose.

food for thought.


utter randomness:


gonna get hit by a cannonball.
i very scared.