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anyway, just saw sis and frog's wedding pics. i like the pics cos sis and frog look very natural. in fact, frog is totally grinning away, it looks as if he's going "HEEHEE".

yes, i know my sister's a great catch. now go spend the rest of your lives living happily ever after.

=)

whoa.

getting married is such a hassle. i've been wanting to blog all these while bout the frustration that comes with planning your wedding, but yeah i never really got around to doing it.

cos i'll bet most of u have heard it all anyway - horror stories of wedding plans all screwed up.

when it's my turn i'll just register and go off to honeymoon WOOT.

unfortunately when u marry, u're also marrying into his family. and when his family is the type that gossips and spreads rumours...

seriously, what is their problem? too free edi ah? nothing else better to do than to sit around nitpicking and twisting stories and spreading rumours?

and yeah, how about a little respect to MY family? to MY side?

poor sis. poor frog.

(i call my future bro-in-law the frog. it's an affectionate term. nyahaha.)

still, u bet my sister's strong enough and smart enough to get through. HAH.

*flips hair arrogantly*




[disclaimer]: nothing to do with previous post.




[edit] since my last few posts have been so angsty, here's a lame joke:


what's round and red and goes up and down?

...... a cranberry on an elevator.


yes, i know it's damn funny. "bei min" a bit and laugh la.

screwed up..... TOTALLY screwed up.

like, what the HELL is wrong with them?! WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH HIM?!?!

HOW DARE HE EVEN LAY A FINGER ON HER gosh i'm so bloody ANGRY i just wanna RAM him with a hugeass lorry again and again and again and again and AGAIN.

i SO want him to feel the pain and trauma he inflicted.

and bloody hell the others are just so fucking BLIND, like WTH?!

aren't you CONCERNED at all?! yes, YOU, and YOU!

BOTH BLIND. BOTH SO FUCKING BLIND.

*takes deep breath*

......

i still feel disconnected.

life ain't all pink and peachy and fluffy. time to grow up.

is it just me?

you sexy thing (i belive in miracles) - hot chocolate


i'm a little confused.

i'm too old to be getting confused over this.

in fact i shouldn't be getting confused at all.

sometimes i think too much. sometimes i don't think at all.

small things make me smile, when really, i'm too *cough* old for this.

and the thing is, it'll go no where. it IS just me.

geez, i never learn, do i?

whoopee i'm growing old.

my last day as a teenager.

no ambition... argh.

no boyfriend... argh.

no achievements... argh.



and my uni application... DOUBLE ARGH~!!!

finally

still - hillsong...?


yes, finally i can go online. after suffering for what seems like millenia.

ok ok so it was only 3 nights but still! was freaking out cos me need to apply for local uni wey. i must be the only one right now who hasnt done so. -__-

and all my pent up nervousness and frustration pre-stpm results day had to be vented into my diary cos i didnt have access to my beloved blog.

and yeah, so by now most of u would already know my results. 2A- 1B+ 1B-.

(yes ngee chong and joel, ever thought of asking me in person? =P)

wasnt really nervous on that day or even when opening my results (cos i was actually too busy struggling to open the damn results slip WHY THE HELL MUST THEY SEAL IT UP THAT BLOODY WAY?! ok i'm stupid. i know.)

but i did totally freak out the night before. suddenly it just hit me that i'd be getting my results the next morn. i was so nervous i couldnt concentrate on working. wanted to call jialin to wail but silly girl watching tv and didnt pick up the phone. so i called li qin and we wailed together.

i was a nervous wreck that night, really. not just jittery but seriously freaked out. even li qin could hear it through the phone.

and shih ween (colleague friend also waiting for stpm results) didnt help. he was all freaked out days before but that night he happy-happy saja cos he decided that hey, he wont go to school for his results at all.

YEESH. guys. insensitive bunch. =P

well he did give me a tiny piece of chocolate but i suspect it wasnt so much to console me but more of his impression of me as a glutton. -_-"

anyway, i've come to terms with my results. both me and li qin feel the same way bout our results (though the smartass did better than me, heh). i mean, our results were better than what we expected... but looking around, so many people got 3,4,5 A's. we felt that we could have, and should have done better, if only we had pushed ourselves just a bit harder.

it's my own bloody fault i didnt work harder.

i called my mum right after getting my results and she sounded happy when she heard what i got. i was suddenly overcome with emotions... cos, i dont know. two years, yo. and it all boils down to the piece of paper in my hands. i kept asking mum if she was disappointed but she was so understanding. my voice was cracking and she could hear it. she kept saying consoling words and i really started to cry.

then she said - "well, dad and i weren't expecting you to get any A's anyway...".

.......................................

WTH WEY!!!!!

i stopped crying instantly. fuiyoh.

ok ok i think it's high time i looked into my uni application. oh help.

[edit]: oh oh oh! forgot to mention! li qin and ooi jin are finally talking! they hadnt been talking for MONTHS even way before we took our stpm just bcos of some silly little thing which none of us remember! *BAWLS* it's so so so touching wey! *bawls again*

haha. =')

SHOPPING~!

fa ru xue - jay chou


yes, shopping~!!!

got sale wey! SALE!

i desperately need a sling bag and another smaller bag! and i also want one of those baby doll tops, one that would actually fit me and not make me look as if i've put on 10 pounds. and and and! i want shoes! a pair or decent sandals and another pair of heels! i'd like a pair of jeans as well and also a couple of baby tees... :D

but me definitely not getting that skirt that seems to be in fashion now, xue said it's called lantern skirt or pumpkin skirt.

nice meh?!?!?! i'll bet u anything the skirt will lovingly enlarge my hips and shorten my legs and make me look more stunted than ever!

but anyway yeah, shopping! woot~! XD

*cough*

who wants to teman me?

iceskating!

ya ya who wants to go iceskatingggg~??

me so long never go liao. *sulks*

and yes, uni application.

i'm still freaking lost.

lost as in totally lost. as in, deep shit cos i have no idea what i want.

......

this is yet another pointless post.

let's give them something to talk about

indeed.

today a friend pulled me aside and quietly told me that a colleague of ours has been going around telling people that i like this guy. not that it's a huge issue, but she just wanted me to be aware of it.

i was mildly wth. not that i'm much bothered anyway, and according to my friend, not that anyone is much bothered either - e.g. they hardly believe it.

WAHAHAHA. i so felt like snorting when i heard that.

cos seriously wey, no one pays much attention to this kind of rumours anymore.

and oh yeah, this little incident - sorta a pet peeve to me edi:

today we were having some respondants coming up to our company for this group discussion, and one of the guy was a bit unsure of the whereabouts of our company.

he said that if we didnt see him in five minutes, he'd call for directions (again).

so me and my friend waited at the elevators. the doors of the elevator directly in front of us opened and we had perfect view of the man inside - and i must say, he's quite handsome (note that i said handsome, not cute).

then he took a few measured steps out of the elevator and introduced himself as the respondant.

my friend and i nearly died on the spot.

COS HE WAS SO FREAKING EFFEMINATE!

like, OMFG.

hello, what's it with good-looking guys being all gay?

yeesh.


[yes this post is edited. heh.]

how now brown cow

it sucks being lost and not knowing what u want.

it sucks even more when u know the outcome of your results wont be too great.

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oooh oooh btw! hahahaha the other day i called meng yit's number for one of the surveys i was doing... haha didnt know it was her until she told me later on that night on msn. XD

and she said i sound nice on the phone wey! hahahahaha if u're reading this, thank you meng yit!

so those of u who laugh at me, hah! laugh some more la! =P

heh.