finally final finals finale fish

final final exam tomorrow and i'm totally not into the mood for studying. party mode kicking in too early O_O and the subject is... MOTIVATION and human achievement. yes the irony. no motivation to study about motivation. *cough*

and can't wait to get over and done with my thesis. seriously man, it makes me feel damn impatient when i think about it. ITCHING to get it off my back. all done and dusted.

come wednesday, MALACCA! and then (hopefully) SINGAPORE!!!

(yes yes i will do my thesis while on these trips! shhh don't nag me)

back to study~ *hums*

gotta meet the plane
so i can get my monkey
teach him to be cool
but a little bit funky

as you wish

aha, i know this is reallllyyy late but it doesn't mean i am any less grateful =) thanks to everyone for their wishes, and to those who celebrated with me as well. special thanks for those who did some planning, you know who you are =) thankiuuu especially since i was being extra anti-social during that time (and up until now T_T).

the cake is a pie



i didn't get a nice picture of the pretty box filled with chocolates and the bear =( but er, rest assured, the bear's nicely on my bed and the chocolates all in my tummy haha no la i'm not such a glutton! *cough*

thanks guys. and girls =P

*hugs everyone*


oh and the blog title may seem a bit out of place, but it is not! i was just mucking around online the other day, being really sick... er, in the literal sense and but also sick of doing work.

and i stumbled across the princess bride! =D it's gotta be one of my favourite movies right now, it's damn nice! really! and damn funny too. title of the movie may sound like it's some mindless cliched fairytale, but the movie's really tongue in cheek.

also, it doesn't hurt that the hero's so damn cute =D



the moment he appeared, i gasped and hit the pause button =P



sorry, i have a thing for floppy haired cute guys =D



*melts* (ok yeah sorry la too busy staring at his pic to think of a caption)



"as you wish."



for most part of the movie he looked like this.
as much as i liked the floppy haired farm-boy look,
i much preferred his character becoming sarcastic and damn yeng.



anyway, the movie's bout more than 20 years old. so yeah, you know how some guys age really well and look sexier as they grow older? well, the actor i was swooning over? ... he didn't age that well -_- haih not that he's ugly la, just... nevermind, let me go back to staring at his young self. *cough*

ok as much as i like staring at him i'm not that superficial la. my favourite scene out of the movie is the fencing scene, so there.

"hello. my name is inigo montoya. you killed my father. prepare to die."

geez i'm such a geek.

o hai

so far things have been going pretty decently =) avalanche of assignments, plus the ever looming thesis deadline... but i should be okay, i think. what's more, i've been getting tremendous support and help from many. i am one very lucky person.

... afterthought. a lot of things i have to put on hold, or push to the back of my mind for now. not that they are any less important, but in terms of urgency, perhaps it's best that i attend to them later. i do not have the time and the emotional capacity to worry about these matters, at least not for now. just saying. lest i give the impression that i do not want to make any effort or something.

aaaaand that's all folks =)

oh no, not another emo post?!

no lar, sien edi wth. too old for all this angst wahaha.

random:

at some taman negara in pontian,
where i went for my 2nd homestay.
what, i like the bridge.



see? non-emo post. i'm so prouddd of myself =D


... truth is, i'm a mix of happy and emo la. but more of happy, i guess =)

hello =)

i'm not particularly in the mood to blog, but i just don't like the idea of the emo post below to be front-lining my blog posts, you know? hence this is an unnecessary filler post =p

ok la i'll post an amusing pic from the sitiawan trip, just cos it makes me laugh everytime i see it!

sorry guys, it isn't so much of your positions
but the expressions on your faces =D


inevitable bit of brotherly love, i suppose.

oh, and by the way, on a totally unrelated note (sorry la i'm random like this, kan), if you haven't done so yet, do sign this online petition =) but read la before signing ok. don't buta-buta sign.

okay, end of filler post! hee.

i love the mountains, i love the clear blue sky~ =D

maybe i'm a rockstar again!

i feel it. i'm a rockstar! after getting stumped nearly the whole day and being frustratingly unproductive running into dead ends, i think i've got something. i think this should work!!!!!!!!!!!AKJDHFAKS ARGHHcanyouseehowstressediam!!!

IT HAS TO WORK! it will work! self-fulfilling prophecy wth. i am a rockstar. -_-

... and here's to hoping my supervisor thinks so too. aih. this had better work after all the effort put in. if it doesn't i will... eat my head.

and then there are people who think that what i do is rather useless/pointless/whatever, so yeah, doesn't really help much in terms of encouragement. sorry la if i'm not doing something significant or important. *frustrated*emo*

so what's a girl to do when she's extremely stressed and sleepy and brain-dead and still has useless pointless work to do omg.

... camwhore with baleno whale lor.

because baleno whale is CUTE =D



patung tortoise memiliki mata yang
jauh lebih besar than mine



si isaac juga mempunyai mata
yang bigger than mine



little bugger =)


it might look as though the small fart was smiling in the last pic, but he was actually about to cry -_- cos merajuk, wanna see my handphone. speaking of which, paiseh over the not so good quality of pics. not like it's a good idea to see my face in all it's minute details la ya.

right, back to work. it's really amusing that my thesis topic is academic stress, and i myself am experiencing DAMN HIGH LEVEL of academic stress now doing this thing whattheheckkk. the irony.

here's to hoping there's sufficient time, coffee, and music. and digestive biscuits, cos they're damn nice.

DON'T PANIC

preferably if those words are inscribed in large, friendly letters.

oh hello!

i seem to be changing blogskins more often than blogging itself ehehe *cough*. got a little tired of the previous pinK blog (gasp, but i like pink!), hence err something more whimsical and non-pink this time. but blue skin again... for some reason most of my blogskins inevitably turn out to be blue.

currently in a very lazy phase. or maybe this isn't a phase so much as it is permanent. i need some motivation wey. it's no surprise that i score lower in the conscientiousness dimension. but i score relatively higher on the openness factor =D

speaking of which, i miss talking to certain people. have been facing a drought of intellectually stimulating discussions wth. yes you, if you're reading this. i miss talking to yoU. and leeching good music off you. nevermind that you're an arrogant bastard =)

aside from that, i'm now attempting to read a book. so far there's been quite a bit of sex mentioned, but didn't go into details la. some things are not to be taken literally all the time i suppose.

food for thought.


utter randomness:

gonna get hit by a cannonball.
i very scared.

there's no need to complicate

it's all about PERSPECTIVE.

still alive

not that anyone's smugly proclaiming that my blog is dead... but, erm, i myself wanna terasa la. cannot ah.

anyway, i know i'm damn late at posting this la but it shall work as a filler post for now. those who listen to local radio often should've caught this many times already?

here in my home - malaysian artistes for unity (mafu)



thoughts?


(i personally like the beginning bit of the song. song didn't hit me the first time i heard it, but it's growing on me. kinda.)

i spied...

a cute guy the other day. haha.

ok, so on that particular day, i left work kinda later than usual. it was past the peak hour, when the ktm would be so packed with people, i don't have to hold on to anything cos i'll be supported by all the bodies pressing against mine. just that i have to put up with the odd elbow at my left boob (i'm obviously, not very tall), or some unidentified thingy pressing up one of my butt cheek. no, i don't want to think about it.

well anyway, on that day it was past peak hour, and there were quite a pleasing number of empty seats in the train when i got on. i plonked myself down some random seat, feeling happy as a clam (why a clam, though? are clams happy creatures? do they smile?).

and sitting right across me was this cute guy. hee. what, he really was cute la or i wouldn't be blogging bout him. could tell he was tall, had a pretty good build, as in just nice - not skinny, and not too beefy. now, before you all start lambasting me for being superficial, i was noT being superficial okayyy! see, he was READING A BOOK. hah, points goes to him for being intellectual. and judging from the earphones plugged in his ears, he's a music lover. more points scored =D

(but maybe he's not so rich hor, cos he's taking the ktm and not driving. tsk. and no, i'm noT superficial wth.)

so i was just idly glancing across every now and then. well not like i could help it la, he was directly in front of me. i could vaguely make out the title of his book "how to succeed", with "succeed" being partially hidden. mmm, an up and coming entrepreneur, by the looks of it. pretty impressive.

and then, he sorta shifted in his seat a little, moving the book a little higher. that was when i saw the full title...

noooooo. seriously?! dude, reading a handbook on how to succeed with women? i don't know, but i nearly laughed out loud when i saw the full title. barely managed to suppress a snort. it's just so unbecoming of the whole image of him that was forming in my mind. okay la to be fair, maybe he's already a charmer, just building up on what he has. if not, then maybe in due time he'll be some charmer. or something.

the whole self-help book on women is just so wrong laaa. i mean, him reading it. makes me kinda imagine that he's all cute, but really sucks e.g. using lame pick-up lines etc.

eurgh.

but hey guess what, apparently they also have this:






awesome! i should get me one of those. what? i won't read it on the train, so there.

a post of all sorts. kinda.

okay la owing to my procrastinating nature and also that i've been busy as fuck for the past few weeks, i've failed to put up a birthday post for isaac's first birthday.

i suck.

oh oh but i had a pretty good birthday - i have great friends, and i'm very thankful. so thanks, you guys. you know who you are. =)

and yeah isaac's birthday post errr coming soon, maybe. when i get hold of the pictures. very cute =)

anyway!

finally assignments are all done, though not quite yet dusted. er, wth i don't know what that meant, don't ask me. ya so don't feel bad if i ignored you over msn or something. busy mode = busy. for some reason, this sem has been THE killer sem, so far la. two more (smaller) hurdles next week and it'll finally, finally be over.

well, there's still finals, but a short breather is better than no breather. -_-"

i've been feeling so lazy, it's appalling. i have work to do, but... damn lazy la wey. i seriously just wanna bum around for a bit. gosh what is wrong with me, i'm supposed to be young, vibrant, and full of energy! yet i wanna bum around. goodness. appalling, i tell you.

speaking of appalling. omg there's this stupid psycho bitch from hell, she's so delusional and stupid she can go kill herself for all anyone cares la. am i evil for feeling DAMN tempted in retorting "go la go die la" when i knew of her saying she wants to kill herself? well no, that doesn't make me evil. cos i already said those words out loud. ya good riddance.

oh wait on second thought that's not very nice. impossible as it may seem, there are probably people who love her and thus will be sad.

so i should add "and may no one feel sad".

what. she really is a psycho delusional bitch la. and a stupid one at that. her stupidity knows no bounds. it's fine if she psycho all by herself, but it bloody disrupts the peace of so many people.

ah, leganya get to bitch a bit about the silly creature.

ok la end mini bitching session wth. no fun bitching when so much stuff are p&c and no one here to sama-sama bitch with!

......

anyway, on an unrelated matter. the attack of the jinx is inevitable. avoidance phase (it's gotta be a phase!). what, defense mechanism la. maybe cos this time is not right either. i... hope not? actually i hope so. but not really. don't mind me, someone once told me i'm a contradicting girl.

as for my, er, search for answers. been looking at things from different perspectives lately. neither has triumphed, but as i get more answers, more questions arise. i can't help but half-wish for an easy way out, that things are laid out in concrete. unless i don't realise that they are laid out in concrete. i feel like saying, oh really, then show me. cos by right, it shouldn't be a problem, no? see la i knew it, as i get deeper, my argument will get more personal.

open mind, open mind.

btw my favourite idol for this season is david cook. he's bloody awesome.

and yeah this post has been incredibly self-indulgent, i know. here's a pat for getting this far. *pats*

Short break

What, I'm not procrastinating okay. I'm really doing my work! And when extreme sien-ness takes place, I do stuff like stress tests and such.

Your Perceived Stress Score

Your score: 21

Compare your score to the “Average” scores below. You may compare against people of your age or your gender. If you are more than six points above the “average” than you probably have a medium-high amount of stress, and if you are six points below than you are relatively stress free. If you are 12 points above the noted average score, than you likely are experiencing significantly high amounts of stress and may be endangering your health.


So let's take group age 18 - 29 years, and the average score is 14.2.
Average score for females would be 13.7.

Gee, medium-high amount of stress is great.
Anyhoo, the scale's pretty decent. Yes it is, okay. Trust me wth.


(I'm really not procrastinating la, you think I play the scale for fun meh. Okay yeah, it was kinda for fun. Gosh I'm such a nerd.)

you know

i sometimes think back of the times we had.

they were awesome.




emo-ing aside, happy cny to all =)
cny eve dinner here i comeee~

i'm still alive la

Okay, so I haven't updated in a bit. Just realised this would actually be my first post for year 2008. Awesome. Look, I managed to squeeze this in right before February, which I feel is really impressive! *cough* Well, what can I say la. Recent events in my life have been exceptionally captivating, so much so that I'm always too excited to blog about them! cannto type proeprly you know!

... Fine, it's just that whenever I blogged, all that came out of me were...
incomplete half-posts. Mostly due to the whole pointless-ness of it all, and definitely due to laziness. So yes, I have quite a number of drafts festering in my blogger account.

Totally unrelated, my blog does look kinda retarded on mozilla. Will change that when I have time. Nevermind la still can read right.

If you must know how I'm doing, I'll tell you right here right now then. I'm quite fine, I'm very busy, I'm a little emo, I'm rather irritable, I'm bloody procrastinating, I'm always late, I'm occasionally nice, I'm often irresponsible, I'm barely untroubled, I'm sometimes bitchy, I'm really confused, I'm kinda guilty, I'm extremely frenzied, I'm somewhat lost. I'm also super cute.

That, and I'm totally hyped up over Switchfoot!

Yes, Switchfoot!


Well, updating for the sake of updating. In staccato-like sentences some more. Happy or not?

Past two weeks having exams. Tomorrow last day. Been meeting up with friends whenever I can. Been so busy I haven't stepped in the office for two full weeks. CNY hols my ass, assignments damn a lot, I'm gonna be busy as fuck. And when I say "a lot", I do mean a lot. This sem's more demanding than previous sems, somehow. But I'm becoming lazier, and most of the time I can't really be bothered to comb through every single detail of every damn assigment. Plus gotta prepare for internship which I'll be doing soon enough. I haven't even written up a decent resume wey. Champion procrastinator. Also, where to do internship? What if I'm not accepted omg cannot. Oooh btw Isaac very cute and babbling a lot now. =) Also very destructive. -_-"

... I wanna meet up with some before they fly off again. =(

Very sleepy now, I shall end with a tag from Reb's cos I was tagged la wat la.

So, the tag:

Use the first letter of your name to answer each question.
Must be places, names- Nothing made up.
Can’t use own name for boy/girl’s name question.
If can’t answer, skip to next one.

1. Famous Singer: Sarah Mclachlan

2. Four Letter Word: Soup

3. Street: Sesame Street

4. Colour: Silver

5. Gifts/Present: Satay

6. Vehicle: Savvy

7. Things in Souvenir Shop: Sotong tentacles

8. Boy Name: Shayne

9. Girl Name: Shredded Tweet

10. Movie title: Spiderman

11. Drink: Sake

12. Occupation: Sexy secretary

13. Celebrity: Sailormoon

14. Magazine: Seventeen

15. U.S. City: Sasgjenlgnji

16. Pro Sports: Socca

17. Fruit: Strawberry

18. Reason for Being Late to work: Sex for breakfast

19. Something you throw away: Sorrow

20. Something you shout: Switchfoot!


Nah, I didn't follow the rules. Yay, you noticed!

Ta for now =)

this is so apt

well... for me la.

nicked off postsecret


me love Christmas carols! no, none of them jingle bells or frosty the snowman... my fav is prolly hark the herald angels sing. -_-"

mmm, Christmas.


[edit]: i know i'm at it again when i start humming along to jolin TSAI'S songs. gosh, of all singers. beh tahan.

briefly

was in relatively good mood... still am, but just uh, slightly dampened by this one little thing.

still, was nice seeing almost everyone again. so i'd say my good mood isn't totally offset with that one stupid thing.

on a slightly different note, i'm doing it again -_-" the last time it happened, it did not turn out well.

*feigns ignorance, as ignorance is bliss*

girlfriend!

okay, now i've finally put my finger on it!

neh, you know, that irritatingly catchy song of avril lavigne's - girlfriend. i always had that nagging feeling that it reminded me of a song, but never was able to put my finger on it. then i'll forget all about it cos i'd be too caught up with "in a second you'd be wrapped around my finger, cos i can cos i can do it bet-ter!".

anyway, girlfriend sounds uncannily like the cheerleader song. ok fine, mickey by toni basil. "oh mickey you're so fine". meaning the beat and rhythm.

don't ask me why sudden (random and rather pointless) revelation la, my whole playlist was on shuffle (something that's pretty rare) and mickey suddenly popped up.

anyway, i did a little procrastinating wiki-ing, and waddaya know, they did mention the similiarities. anyway, apparently girlfriend is lagi alike with i wanna be your boyfriend by the rubinoos (who in turn are said to have ripped off the rolling stones get off my cloud). i wanna be your boyfriend sounds pretty catchy itself. it's power pop mah, who can resist power pop now put up your hands la. *cough*

the rubinoos punya song with hoardes of avril lavigne pics as the video.
wahaha, i think it's pretty damn hilarious and ironic la.
also, avril's pretty hot eh, even though she's all silly pink punk princess



mm, the rubinoos sueing avril lavigne some more. tsk tsk. yeah there's a video comparing the rubinoos and batu-batu berguling but it's damn annoying. seriously. there're so many similiar sounding songs out there la, nevermind rip-offs and sucky covers *coughwestlifecough*

argh ok i should get started on studying. *hits head*

...... hey hey you you!

spice girls!

spice girls have been such an important part of my childhood *wipes tear away*. ok, pre-teen-hood, to be exact. around nearly 10 years ago i think. spice girls were so much fun! what, i'm a 90's kid la. they were the very first group i liked okayyy.

... my top two favourites when i was in standard 6 were the spice girls and 911. -_-" oh and ah niu. wahaha.

*reminisces*

so anyway, here's the spice girls' comeback song and video.

headlines (friendship never ends)


sigh. back then spice girls were so cute... remember how last time the girls had their own little nicknames and dressing styles and whatnots... baby sporty ginger posh scary. well obviously they had to change la in the course of 10 years. but... a bit lacklustre, the spice girls now. not to say i didn't anticipate a more boring serious version of them la (which were already apparent when they released "holler" and "let love lead the way").

headlines is just mediocre and forgettable, well, pleasant at most. and the video. what's it with all the skin bearing and awkward posings very nice clothes (with the exception of good ol' mel c and emma bunton)? i mean, hot abs and big boobs aside, i see some rather uncomfortable squirming, when the song is about friendship leh.



their very first single, wannabe. zigazig ah!


look at them. so freaking fun and cute last time. kinda miss those girls the way they used to be. gurrrrrrl powerrrrr!



THE spice girls. last time.




stop. because it's my favourite spice girls song.


stop right now, thank you very much~

*cough*


convo between me and sis :-

me: hey so have you watched the latest spice girls' video?

sis: yep, heard the song before watching the video.

me: so what do you think?

sis: sucks. and they call that their comeback song.


and that, my friends, just about sums it all up.

hee so cute

of montreal - wraith pinned to the mist and other games


"let's have bizarre celebrations~"


and something else that's been receiving heavy airplay. not too sure how much of the mtv has been censored on local tv though.



will.i.am - i got it from my mama


hmm? nothing, except that i dig looking at hot girls in bikinis. yeah baby.

(unfortunately, i did not get it from my mama, or i'd be the modern equivalent of what she did when she was my age. which would be, you know, like those hot models you see at pc fairs or motor shows. sigh.)