再见

ok enough with spamming my own blog. damn stupid.

actually, i also dunno why i'm so emo. it's just something small, not like he's leaving forever also mah. still in m'sia some more la, wtf.

i'll be my usual happy-silly self soon, no worries. i've got uni to look forward to, and so does he.

i took for granted those times i saw him on a daily basis. will see everyone the next day mah.

then one by one they left, and then he and i left too.

i never really said it before, but through the silly tele-survey job i held, i met people, many of whom i enjoyed being in their company. oh and as for those we didnt like, we could always have fun bitching about them. heh.

...... yeah.

hugging him goodbye didnt break my heart (uh... was distracted as had to regain balance due to height difference... -_-" ).

but seeing him turn back to wave his arms goofily...... and then watching him disappear into the crowd.

there goes the familiar dull ache. the twang of pain in my heart.

oh woot i'm SO emotional. *rolls eyes*

immature, indecisive, xiao qi, fa hiao, sissy, nao bie niu.

my my, u're such a great kor. >=P

再见, cos we'll meet again one day anyway.

......

then why am i still close to tears?

='(

...... silly silly me.

='(

i have nothing else better to do than to spam my blog.

='(

bye bye. will see u soon, aight?

poh yen was right

i HAVE put on weight!

i've NEVER been 43kg before ok. i don't know WHEN that extra one or two kgs crept up on me (and probably deposited in my ass. why dont u go up to my chest, huh? HUH? stupid fats).

mum was damn happy. she was like, exclaiming to the doctor "oh, my daughter is the same weight as i am!" and laughed coquettishly WTH.

*grumbles*

hmm oh italy won. not like i was supporting australia anyway but kesian them. lose until so 冤枉. (heehee, look reb, i can publish chinese words on my blog =p)

anyway gtg la wanna sleep earlier. btw wtf kind of gambar digital they want? must be in diskette some more. diskettes sudah obsolete la (ok fine, obsolete to me la).

oh and my height is 156cm after all. i always thought i was 155cm.

I'M TALLER THAN I THINK wheeeee hahahahahahahahahaha! *cough*

one cm is damn a lot to me ok, so shut up. >=P

random thoughts

enough of bits and pieces of uni stuff constantly invading my mind. hmm but speaking of which i kinda wished they actually had uniforms cos that'll be so much easier (of cos the uniforms must be cute la), either that or we're allowed wear anything we want. not strict rules that make me wonder what i can and cannot wear.

anyway, oh, korea is out of the world cup. hehe. actually ah, i dont know why some support korea so much. they very good meh? or is it cos we're asians? i mean, not that there're any lengchais in the team also, except maybe ahn jung hwan. he's quite hot. yeah.

random rant coming into my random thoughts - something i cant stand during msn. having emoticons popping out in the middle of every sentence and sometimes even WORDS wtf...... eh, very annoying la wey. some more when discussing something totally serious and then i see wiggly punctuation marks and flashing letters and cutesy emoticons bouncing about. very distracting wor. how to be serious? -_-"

sigh ok ok i shall be nice. see i'm not annoyed anymore. i very patient wan. =D

moving on to another unrelated topic -

it's funny how the things i want to say to you are things i'll never say.

...... oh well, maybe after 10 years. heh. XD

you know i'll miss you, and i already do.

actually, scratch that. u won't know cos either u're just too slow or...... oh well, u're just too slow, period. i could parachute off a plane naked carrying an outrageous banner saying "MARRY ME!" and you'll probably just scratch ur ass absent-mindedly and say something inane like "the sky is blue".

*rolls eyes*

......

who am i kidding? there are no random thoughts. it's just you.


(hmm, realised it sounds a bit off. just a friend and nothing more than a friend. but wth why am i even explaining myself, i mean this is my blog anyway. *smacks forehead* )

very important

li qin totally cracks me up sometimes.

so we were talking on the phone and she was asking if i've bought the neccessities.

me: eh eh list out the stuff.

liqin: neccessities la!

me: like???

liqin: like...... shampoo~~~

me: ...... shampoo...... -_-"

but nothing beats this. after naming a few PROPER neccessities (e.g. pillow, bedsheets, clothes, etc)......

me: yeah, so anything else......

liqin: *thinks*

me: come, quick think of something!

liqin: aaaaaah ah~, i know i know......

me: what?

liqin: ...... keychain~~ for the key~~~

me: ?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! *dies laughing*


right.

so people, remember to buy keychain for your key. so can hang your key. very important, yes.

XD

super blur!

O_o

ok take things one at a time. very simple wan. if dunno, then ask.

(oh btw we can't even wear shorts in the dorm wan ah?)

ok dont laugh at that silly question. i mean, li qin was worried that they're not gonna have hot water WAHAHA oh shit no hot water leh *faints*.

ok, another thing on my to-do list... shopping. for clothes i dont really want. gah.

......

gonna go eat apple pie.

i'm nervous

though i should be counting my blessings.

but yeah, i'm nervous.

......

anyway, it'll be good to finally be on track. new experience new people and all that crap. =)

i just hope i'm on the right road here.

no matter, it'll do me good and take my mind off stupid frivolous some stuff.

i mean, out of sight, out of mind mah, right? it worked the last time anyway.

......

shall finally wash car tomorrow. nearly 6 mths since i properly washed it. even the guy who fixed my bumper remarked that my car was "very dusty". -_-"

and yeah shall finally sort out the stuff in my room tomorrow. oh it's bad. how bad? exam papers (including trials) still strewn on my table. and stpm timetable still up on the wall.

plus papers papers papers everywhere from my last job.

i even caught one or two spiders on my beloved daniel. =( =( =(

beh tahan edi. going into cleaning frenzy tomorrow.

whee a totally random thought just hit me - when is sis gonna get pregnant?

baby! yay! i want!

XD



[edit]

...... ok, someone pointed out it sounds like i'm the one who wants a baby.

wth, i want my SISTER to have a baby la!

actually i also want a baby but i only want to make love and have baby without going through pregnancy omfg did i just type that out?!

stupidity at its best

listening to: head over feet - alanis morissette


hahaha.

gosh this is so amusing.

twice i'm getting into this pointless mess.

*bishes self*

i need someone to wake me up man.

XUE where the heck are u when u're the best person to deliver a kick to my hawt bootylicious derriere?

shitshitshitshitshit.

sugar high!

i finally got my fix of mcD's chocolate sundae cone today! XD

but i'm sulking sulking sulking cos JIALIN is evil.

...... she doesnt wanna watch cars with me!

*sulks*

well actually jialin's against watching animation on the big screen la. not that she tak mau watch movie with me.

so i'll just force her to watch tokyo drift with me. got hot girls.


but anyway......

...... so who wanna watch cars with me?

*insert large big watery anime eyes*

mood swings

listening to: put your records on - corrine bailey rae


yep, mood swings hitting me. so now i'm like, crazy happy one moment then down depressed the next and pouty whiny another minute and before u know it i'm grumpy bored.

and i get totally random and i have anything and everything flitting through my mind til i even confuse myself.

and i'm suffering from my seasonal bouts of low self-esteem. oh, u know, where i go "lemme wallow in self-pity cos i think i look like crap and i have thunder thighs and oh yeah i have no boobs, as if u didnt already know that".

yes and dont say i'm being ridiculous. there's a whole lot of truth to how i see myself, so there!

and please la dont take the chance to insult me kao kao cos i'm in such a *cough* delicate *cough* situation now.

and i have no direction in life WOOT somebody please shoot me.

at least i've got anime to watch and books to read. yay! sir thursday! his dark materials trilogy!

but must not read through the night again and only sleep when the sun comes out cos holy shit my face is breaking out. huge zits gaaaaaaaah~!

must convince jialin to watch cars on fri. *practises puppy dog eyes*

i dont know what to do with the daniel cut-out in my room. damn zhor deng la. eh eh but i still *heart* daniel ok.

i. want. to. go. club. bing!

i. want. to. go. ice. skate. ting!

i. want. to. go. on. a. hol. li. day!

dammit la dunno HOW long i havent went ice-skating edi.

...... and i actually feel like studying la. if i bum around any longer i shall be reduced to a puddle of blubbering... er, blubber.

i wanna eat mcD's chocolate sundae cone!

chocolate sundae cone!

chocolate sundae cone!

chocolate sundae cone!

and you, i don't even know why i like you when i shouldn't even like you when i know nothing will happen when i hardly see you anyway when i know you're only probably kidding around though of course i sorta wish you're not and that there's a small little possibility that you might like me, like seriously like me and i know i sound damn insane cos it just seems so weird but oh my fucking gosh i can't believe i might've actually fallen for you dammit it's just so stupid of me, you know?

i couldnt help it, it's all YOUR bloody fault.

tagged~

this time by ee fei. =)

Four movies I could watch over and over:
1. shakespeare in love! (romance and wit :D )
2. ever after.
3. spirited away. i totally *heart* the movie.
4. someone like you. (cos the idea of men behaving like bulls is hilarious. plus, hugh jackman is hot)

Four places I have lived at:
1. section 17. love that place. my old crush lives right behind my old house WAKAKA.
2. cheras.
3. takeshi kaneshiro's bedroom. (yes it's in my inmagination, so what? XD )
4. the shire! and no, i'm not a hobbit. -_-"

Four books I recommend to everyone:
1. karma sutra - cos everyone needs to enjoy... er, nvm.
1. angela's ashes - frank mc court
2. to kill a mockingbird - harper lee
3. five people you meet in heaven - mitch albom
4. the bible. no, seriously. i love books that i can read forever and this one can take up to more than a lifetime. plus, it's amusing. there's a giant fish in it! (i think.)

Four of my favourite dishes:
1. anything
2. with
3. lotsa
4. CHEESE! XD XD XD XD XD

Four sites I visit daily:
1. friends' blogs.
2. some random blogs
3. i look at girls
4. and i love to look at saaya irie too

(the last two links are LARRY'S daily source of pleasure visits la, not mine.

Four places I'd rather be right now:
1. in takeshi kaneshiro's bedroom
2. on his bed
3. in his arms
4. and yeah, i'm kidding XD

Four bloggers I'm tagging:

nah, just anyone who wants to do it. =)

football: HIS love, HIS life.

here's what i have to say after reading siu fai's latest post.

now, we all know that like any other guy, siu fai's crazy over football, and most of you would know that i'm the total opposite.

(what, u didnt realise i dont have an affinity for football? u gotta be kidding.)

so yeah, it's cos of girls like me rolling our eyes over the game that results in guys making stereotypical statements like "Have you read an article in the papers recently about this housewife who says she is negelected by her husband during the World Cup? Man, this is just soo typical of girls (no offence)" and "Girls, you should not bluntly judge the guys for watching too much football".

ya la there're worse statements - these dont sound that bad cos they're made by siu fai and he's a gentleman.

*smirks*

anyway, football isn't just about 22 men running around chasing a ball - yes yes yes i know.

but to me, football is just about 22 men running around chasing a ball. dunno for what. ok, maybe upon further observation, i'll add that it's 22 men running around in SHORTS chasing a ball. and some of the men are hot. hot men in shorts. would ya look at those muscles, baby!

see, that's what goes through my mind if i ever in the slightest chance actually get through 5 minutes of the game.

well look, at least i don't pretend to like the game or know all about it. yeah, i'm the football fan's worst nightmare - the type that stares blankly at the game and interrupts by making lame remarks like "they're just kicking the ball around, very interesting meh" or asking questions like "what's offside?".

(yeah, i really did ask my dad. when i was about 12.)

well, alright, there is one small part in my life that football has given me some semblance of joy.

see, my sister and my dad have hardly ever been on good terms with each other. they can't get along most of the time, and of course all this tension makes me very sad.

but when it comes to football... ah. =)

sis is constantly annoyed with dad's criticisms on how liverpool plays and dad is equally annoyed at how sis could never see how lousy liverpool was sometimes......

even with their favourite sport they can't get along, wtf.

oh yeah, the joy i get? it's amusing watching them bicker over football. and insulting liverpool together along with dad cos sis can't do anything to me with dad around. MUAHAHAHA. XD

ok ok i'm getting side-tracked. anyway. if u really thought about it, quite a lot of girls are really into football. i can't think of many girls i know who fit in the stereotypical football-hating-female mould.

well, except me. hahahahaha. nah, i'm actually just neutral? and of course i've watch a few matches here and there (i mean, who hasn't?). so, nope, it doesnt bother me when guys revert back to neanderthals go crazy over football. and duh, i'll probably even be watching a few games during the world cup.

cos there'll be plenty of eye-candy, that's for sure. ;)

i've been tagged =)

tagged by bonnie!

...... er, so what am i supposed to do? just 20 ppl that come to mind?

1. bon
2. xue
3. xin
4. yin
5. feli
6. chialin jialin
7. poh yen
8. joel
9. kwan kwan
10. zee yin
11. kor kor
12. licin li qin
13. reb
14. ooi jinny ninny
15. siu siu fai fai
16. bee guanie
17. mag
18. ck
19. ngee chong
20. larry


How did you meet 14?

more like WHY did i have to meet ooi jin. haha kidding. prob in form 4, same class. he was the annoying know-it-all. still is. =P


What would you do if you never met 1?

my life wouldnt be the same without bonnie!!! hahaha but really, thank you so much bon, u've always been concerned whenever i was down. great listener and gives good advice. *hugsies*


What would you do if 20 and 9 dated?

that'll be *looks* larry and kwan kwan. hahahaha, i'll be SO amused cos they're totally not for each other.


Did you ever like 19?

...... of course i like ngee chong! he's sho nice and sho sweet~! (actually it's only bcos he's good fun to bully. MUAHAHA.)


Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?

jia lin and mag. perfect for each other. XD


Describe 3.

xin... one of the nicest and most patient person i've ever known. and she gives the best hugs ever! miss you, girl. must meet up this month ok! ok?????


Do you think 8 is attractive?

joel? he's totally hot. hahahahaha well, if he DOES get that haircut then maybe. =P


Tell me something about 7.

poh yen? she made me hide in a drain with her.

...... well apart from that she's SHO cute and adorable! AWWWWWW~~~

(yes poh i know u're so gonna kill me :D )


Do you know any of 12's family?

well i've MET all of li qin's family members. father, mother and two brothers and that killer dog of hers which she calls MUFFIN. i think. that bitch BITES ok!


What's 18's favourite?

chai kun's favourite what??? fav color? i think she likes blue. is it? hahahaha.


What would you do if 11 confesses that he/she likes you?

shih ween? well i wont be suprised cos EVERYone likes me! ahahaha. truth be told, i'd rather that situation doesnt happen. =)


Who is 9 going out with?

kwan kwan... ah. ok. if going out seriously, then no one.


How old is 16 now?

bee guan! just turned 20. =)


When was the last time you talked to 13?

well i spoke to reb over msn just last night i think? or the night before.


Who's 2 favourite band/singer?

oh! xue loves bsb, spice girls, bep, gwen stefani... hahaha i wild guess saja.


Would you date 4?

if i were a guy, i'd totally date yin. she's very pretty! =)


Would you date 7?

poh yen and i, we used to date, way back in form 4. WAHAHA.


Is 15 single?

siu fai? OMG he's SO single and available wey! plus ever since he entered college he's suddenly so into "chun chicks". sigh. siu fai finally grows up. XD


What's 10's last name?

full name's yap zee yin.


Would you ever be in a serious relationship with 11?

no. because kor's too immature for me to want to be in a serious relationship with him.

but if he does change i'll give it a shot. ;)


Which school does 3 go to?

xin goes to SIT, baby!


Where does 6 live?

jialin lives in mutiara damansara. HUGE houses. no kidding.


Whats your favourite thing about 5?

felicia... well, how she understands me most of the time. and how we can talk and talk and talk about anything (well, almost). felicia~~~ i know u're dead busy and all but me miss you la wey. i don't care. i'm barging into your house one day and kidnapping you off to have baskin robbins very berry strawberry ice cream! XD




woot, finally i'm done! and anyone who feels like doing it can do la.

untitled

it's the second time i'm feeling this way.

yes, i feel a lot of anger and fury. and it hurts me so much that they had to go through all that shit.

i've swore and cursed over those bastards and what they did. i would love nothing better than to see them get what they deserve, which includes getting rammed by a hugeass truck over and over and over again til they're left to die a slow, painful, and utterly torturous death.

i want them to feel the pain, humiliation and fear they inflicted on others.

oh yeah, and justice. like, that's so easy to get.

everytime what i heard comes to mind, i feel a wrench at my heart. which is stupid really, cos as friends we're supposed to be pillars of strength or whatever but bloody hell here i am feeling hurt. like, for goodness sake, wtf?!

...... yes yes, will snap out of it soon.

and there's always something i can do, if not for them, then for others.

daddy dearest

was woken from sleep early this morning at one in the afternoon when dad called my handphone.

me: hello?

*silence*

me: hello hello?

*silence*

yep, it was dad alright (for some reason he'll only answer after like, the 10th "hello" everytime he calls you).

me: daddy ah...?

dad: SHERRY!

me: yes dad.

dad: SHERRY!

me: ...... yes!!!

dad: HOW old are YOU ah?!

me: ?!?!?! i'm TWENTY!!!! O_o

dad: HAH?! YOU'RE TWENTY-ONE!

me: dad, i'm TWENTY!

dad: aiyah now have to pay 400 bucks! u said u're twenty-one?!

me: i... what?! NO i'm TWENTY la daddy!

dad: u're not twenty-one ah???

me: I. AM. TWEN. TY.

dad: aiya ok la ok la i thought u're twenty-one already! now have to pay the fella...

me: why? if i'm below twenty-one insurance won't cover my car damages?

dad: *totally ignores my question* so what year???

me: dad, TWENTY!

dad: no no what year were u born!

me: oh. 1986.

dad: what date!

me: 19th of march.

dad: *pauses for a while* OHHHHHHHH! you're only twenty this year!

me: ......

dad: ok you not yet twenty-one...... let me talk to the fella see how.

me: ok.



......

like wth, dad was so adamant that i was 21... -_-"

but yeah, he has more important stuff on his mind, like settling the car insurance and all for me though technically it's my job but he still sees me as this little girl who can't handle these things then why on earth does he think i'm twenty-one?

hahahaha. he's the best daddy ever. =)