ah me

see, this is what lack of sleep and staying up late does.

am in despondant mood again.

btw yes uni's been pretty ok so far. getting to know people and all is what i like anyway.

thing is sometimes i sorta zone out. i could be happily chatting away one moment and the next i suddenly feel like shutting myself away. alone. hits me every once in a while.

and if u must know, it still hasn't really sunk in that i'm already back on the studying track.

during my first class, i :

1. fell asleep.

2. contemplated skipping class in the near future.

3. then fell asleep again.

woolala.

cannot. must condition myself to study study study whee. ooooh classical and operant conditioning whee.

......

mixed feelings, baby. now that i'm in uni to study i shouldnt be having these. believe it or not, during these two quite hectic weeks there were snatches of time when i'll actually think of you.

(wah, like so drama. i think of many other ppl also la. like you, and you, and oh, you too!)

well actually with so many boring taklimats it's no wonder my mind wandered. heh.

so yeah. do you think of me too ah?

but you know what, forget it. you're just oblivious, aren't you? =)