hello

here are some messages i'm doling out. because i have nothing else better to do.


to you:

i'm sorry i can't help you, but i'll always be there for you. you seem to be changing so much, there are times i can comprehend but sometimes i'm a bit overwhelmed too. i'll try my best to understand, ya, but sometimes you'll have to tell me more. all i can do now is to hope that you'll pull through, and everything will be ok. you can't go back to how you used to be, because so much has happened. i know i'm not giving you the comfort and help you need right now, because... i really don't know how to. but i'm here. we're all here. ok?

[edit: think frodo with sam, pippin, merry. haha.]


to you:

i'm sorry i lost my temper. i'm not in a good mood whenever i get pulled out of bed before noon during hols. and if it's before eight, i'm ready to kill anything in my path.


to you:

i've been sorta avoiding you. have you realised? i think you might have, cos things have lessened somewhat. which is good. i was starting to feel uncomfortable and even pissed off at times. if i come across the chance to tell you my point of view, i would.

i'm not evil. i'm a friend to you. spot the keyword.


to you:

good news - you're not as important anymore. at least not in the way i felt before. isnt that great? =) because you missed out on me. who ask you to be so dense. ok la to be fair it's me who refused to do or say anything. which i don't regret cos i can do so much better yay. no more silly emo-ing over you anymore, not if i can help it.

liberation is good. come, rejoice with me! =D

...... i kill myself sometimes.


to you:

well, it's amusing getting to know you. let's see where it goes, shall we? no expectations because the best things happen when you just let them happen.


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to self:

there's always a bright side to everything. and if there isnt...

well, bugger for you. deal with it. we all go through shit at some point anyway.