i can't be bothered with a title this time

my phone is mocking me. it refuses to emit ring-tones unless i smack it. real hard.

my head's so heavy and i'm too sleepy to even drag myself to bed wth.

i finally get to be online and am surveying my msn list. someone is emo-ing, someone is in desperate need of sleep, someone is looking for her racket, someone is ranting rather randomly, and someone isn't online.

i like australia, but australia is mean cos she steals my friends.

today dad turns 62, and he's old. doesn't look his age though, something which he's undoubtedly proud of. *cough*

off to sleep, and then back to attacking my books and papers.

i can't think straight anymore but i can't help but find myself thinking of......

... nvm.

4am thoughts

it's past four and i've yet to study for tomorrow's exam. am kinda brain dead anyway, lack of sleep taking it's toll on me (and omg i see wrinkles below my eyes).

i'm not procrastinating, i just dislike stats. also, my mind's kinda clouded by all these thoughts. i'm not distracted la, i just need to focus.

maybe sometimes it's better to just let it all pass and not do anything. but i feel as if i've been misled, albeit willingly on my part.

i chose to be ignorant and in denial when i knew it would eventually lead to this.

so, lesson learnt? afraid not. different situation, same mistakes waiting to be made. but hey, maybe things will be different this time around. oh wait, that's me being in denial again.

on a brighter note, the past week has been great, and i can't say how much it means to me to be able to meet up and hang out with you people, you know who you are. =)

and now it's time for me to hit the books. bai bai!

p.s. btw, pls tell me i'm not the only one that finds this disturbing.


daniel radcliffe and a horse