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baby isaac peed on me.

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quite bei, ok. thanks to the fact that he's a boy, pee shoot all over the place.

three years ago

part of a survey i did 3 yrs ago, and italics are my answers for now.

3 yrs isn't that long, but for some reason it seems quite faraway.

current clothes: t-shit n shorts.
ditto.

current mood: BORED! Don’t particularly like surveys but sure beats staring at the wall.
not bored. very tensed.

current music: opening track of gensomaden saiyuki.
mika's my interpretation. eh people, mika's really great. haven't heard such good pop songs in a long while.

current hair: tied up in a ponytail
a bun.

current annoyance: not being able to go out.
my lack of discipline and time management. look at what i'm doing now when i have three assignments lining up, among other things.

current smell: cucumber soup mum’s boiling 4 dinner.
coffee.

current thing i ought to be doing: checking up on good f6 schools, replying my
friend’s letter, write in my friends autograph books (given to me not long after spm), play the piano, write in my diary, finish reading ‘about schmidt’.
my assignment/s. and saving my ass from failing stats.

current desktop picture: some nice pic of a lake in eastern Europe that my sis took.
haha, it's black, blank. somewhat like my mind. oh and sis wont be going backpacking for a looooong time to come. WAKA.

current favorite artist: jay chou... as always. n clay aiken...
mika! joshua radin, iron and wine, jack's mannequin.

current favorite group: simple plan.
huh??? there was a time when i actually liked simple plan?!

current book you're reading: about schmidt; fushigi yuugi.
and i never got past 2 pages of about smi scmi schmidt. not reading any books now as i don't have the time. i havent even finished his dark materials trilogy which i bought last year. oh and harry potter and deathly "hellos" coming out. plus what happened to sir friday?
anyway am longing to read mitch albom's five people you meet in heaven again. but no time now to slowly reflect wtf.

current cd in cd player: anime soundtracks.
mp3 player, no cd player.

current dvd/vhs in player: none.
recorded american idol results show. hey, doesn't anyone else think sanjaya is cute has potential???

current color of toenails: natural.
ditto.

current refreshment: coke.
coffee. again.

current worry: 1. can I pass the driving test without giving rasuah? 2. how to avoid f6.
studies work assignments personal life and each of these branch out into related worries woot.

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ok time to attack my assignment.

baibai.

oh anyone knows any good songs pls recommend. my mood now is more into joshua radin, iron and wine.

ok bye for real now *waves!* =)

BABY!!!! XD XD XD

firstly, thanks to all of u who sent me birthday wishes~ *hugs* and for those who sent in the morning, thank you and so sorry i didn't reply as i was very sleepy.

but even then, ONE sms made me sit up in bed, then run out of my room.

frog sent a msg telling that sis was getting ready for c section.

and not too long after, he called and announced...

it's a baby BOY~!!!!!! XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD

popped out at 10:04am, slightly more than one hour after me, 21 yrs ago.

you know, during the past weekend i was being all moody and emo and so not looking forward to today (it's the monday factor).

i am HAPPY now. =)

i can't stop smiling~!!! XD omg i wanna see the baybeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~!

the baby's gonna be totally cute and smart and charming and wonderful and adorable, cos people born today are just made that way. XD

p.s. somebody teach me how to carry babies! esp newborns!!!!!!

XD

i share the same birthdate as my nephew, how cool is that? =D

somebody make me smile

1. i have probably failed my stats exam spectacularly.

2. more than three cups of coffee in a row upsets my tummy.

3. i don't want monday to come. i hate mondays more than ever.

4. mood flunctuating thanks to hormones and stress.

5. i don't like doing assignments in bm.

and i thought i had nothing for you anymore so go away, don't come back and confuse me. because for some reason i get muddled up easily when it comes to you. i'm not supposed to.

i am getting a little older and it feels like i'm packing up my childhood and teenage years into a balloon and letting it go and i'm standing there watching it float up up and away til it's nothing but a minute speck in the maddeningly blue cloudless sky.

...... oh and i lost all my scrubs season 1 til 5 cos i forgot to save them b4 my comp got reformatted. *smacks forehead*

how dumb am i? -_-"

i love grey's anatomy but scrubs is still THE best. nothing beats scrubs, man.

can't wait to get ice blended coffee this coming week. kopi satu, only in upm. WAHAHA. XD

help

i'm nervous, and i'm having cold feet.

i'm very very nervous, and not nervous in a good way. nervous in a way that makes me feel incompetent and incapable.

the nervousness u get when u realise something was of much bigger magnitude that u expected. much much bigger.

and i don't like it when things go unexpected, the wrong way.

and when pressure sets in.

please, i shouldnt be complaining. =( why am i complaining?

so there's nervousness and self-loathing now. yay. -_-"

=(

shall try to be as optimistic as i can. if i pull thru this week, i'll pull thru the next. and things will get better as i settle down.

[EDIT] p.s. i'm missing someone. how weird is that?

i'm not missing anyone! so there you go. -_-"

yes hello

am still alive and kicking and have not gone into hiatus! well, blame it on my preference of stoning and emo-ing instead of blogging now. oh and heroes plus grey's anatomy (which rock!) and to some small extent, goong (which doesnt rock as much but can't really say as i've only watched a bit).

lack of updates could also be attributed to the gila-ness of my comp these past few days. and no, i don't know wat's wrong with it. NOOB, remember. my comp just DIED on me. well ok, technically it did not DIE but i can't think of how else to say it. and oh u can see this post because it miraculously came alive again under my cousin's magic touch wth. -_-"

still, he couldnt pin-point what's wrong. feeling incredibly pressured and stressed because big assignment due this coming week and i'm screwed if i dont have my comp.

anyway, things have happened and one of them is friendships in process =) and then there are people who i can't bring myself to turn to anymore. no one's fault really, people change. and we move on, or at least i'm trying to. shouldnt be too hard as i'll be getting busy. i mean, zomg how in the world did time pass by SO FAST? 2nd tests coming REAL SOON and then it'll be finals and this sem would end just like that. fuiyoh, am still in O_o mode. still, am grateful i didnt do too badly for my 1st test (except for stats because stats is stupid and so am i). or it'll be added stress wth.

feel a little like i'm standing on a precipice. new beginning. i'll be on a 3 month probation, but was told that it's just formality (i hope?). pay's good enough, and i'm looking forward to the experience i'll gain. and speaking of which, i'm pretty much inexperienced and this could get in the way or impede the project. still, it's all about learning new experiences and learn i shall. plus, i'll be forced to seriously manage my time and take on responsibilities, which i havent done since... high school? oh, haha.

and that's good, because i'll be having my hands full and mind occupied. so things that wont matter will be taking a backseat, something i should have done a long time ago.

i'm looking forward to my very-soon-to-be hectic schedule. =D

oh wait. here's a pic of me in case some of u forgot how i look like.



and also because i love those pink umbrella flowers! someone please steal one for me. i WANT them pink umbrella flowers! they're so pwettyyyyy~ XD

...... but not as "pwettyyyyy~" as me wth. ya ya i know i'm doing the silly v thingy whatever la ya. cos i'm like, SO cute mah. -_-"

k, that's all! bye!