can't put how i feel into words.
been feeling a little distracted lately.
i know what's been going on in this little head of mine, it's something i can't ignore. but accepting it is a different story altogether.
why do these things always turn out in every other ways imaginable, except the way i want it?
and i keep reminding myself of it even though it hurts like hell. masochist wth.
i'm sorry if it seemed like i've been avoiding. sub-consciously, maybe.
not on purpose.