just tipping over a little

and spilling a few drops of my thoughts.

i wonder if i'm doing the right thing. who doesn't, no? but i'm wondering if this is the way to take, if this is all it should be.

i recently made a decision which i am proud of. it's small, seemingly insignificant, and it was in a situation where reasoning was made simple and clear. unfortunately, i had to resort to a little white lie. i don't say i made the right decision - in some cases there is no right or wrong. why must things always be in black and white anyway. grey areas people, grey areas. i like grey areas. no definite right or wrong. who died and made you the ultimate judge on what's right and what's wrong anyway.

grey areas lalala. my patience has been running thinner and i'm on the verge of being snarky, sometimes for no apparent reason. i like using sarcasm to induce humour, not to hurt people's feelings. but sometimes it's just getting too irresistable to poke at them. you're asking for it, dears. i'm actually a very nice person, really.

i feel like going into the exam hall with a blank slate of mind (tabula rasa wth) and just see what's the outcome. so exciting. i'll be taking on each question thinking "do i know this shit?" instead of "oh ooohhh this is from the lecture notes woot". but i know the spirit of kiasu-ism, so well cultivated in me since my high school days, will involuntarily kick in and i'll be hitting the books right at the very last minute, just nearly in time to skim through what i need to know. ah, the exhiliration of racing against the clock. mmm, fun fun fun.

am idly wondering what happened to my thirst for straight As.

it's been so long since we've met... well, more like ages since the four of us met up. couple of years? yeah. i think our worlds are so different now. we've all changed, but i get the feeling that you all are closer to what we used to be. i have slowly moved away from that, not something i'm really happy about. i've stopped drawing for a long long time too, only very occasionally doodling a little when i feel like it. hey, let's check out each other's works soon okayy? and stories. i don't hold on to them anymore, but i know at least one of you do, tighter than ever before.

we all have stories to tell. tell me yours, i'll listen. and i'll tell you mine if you'll listen. it's called sherry and the giant beanstalk.

who needs brinjals now. >=)

if you are in a wheelchair

that means God has punished you.

well, according to datuk badruddin amiruldin (jerai mp) anyway.

bloody dumbass.

hee so cute

of montreal - wraith pinned to the mist and other games


"let's have bizarre celebrations~"


and something else that's been receiving heavy airplay. not too sure how much of the mtv has been censored on local tv though.



will.i.am - i got it from my mama


hmm? nothing, except that i dig looking at hot girls in bikinis. yeah baby.

(unfortunately, i did not get it from my mama, or i'd be the modern equivalent of what she did when she was my age. which would be, you know, like those hot models you see at pc fairs or motor shows. sigh.)

because it's weird to me

it is seldom that i blog about something right after it happens, but this time i just can't help it mannnn.

my superior walked in carrying a colleague's 7-month-old baby, at which, you know, he was making all those cute sounds ppl make when they're playing with a baby.

which weirded me out like anything.

i wanted to carry the baby as well (bout the same age as isaac, yo), but i think i was too distracted and busy getting weirded out -_-"

geez, i don't even know why, cos i've always had the knowledge that he's pretty learned in child psyc and all, and that reminds me - not like he wasnt surrounded with kids before anyway. my childhood wth wth.

... also, can't wait to tease someone. MUAHAHA. ok i shall be nice and not kacau so much.

shit, hope my superior doesnt stumble upon this or anything. yeah and i'm blogging while at work. you gotta wonder what they pay me for. zomg i'll ruin my own career one day wth.

er back to facebook work.


[edit]: ok, that fact that he sings meredith brooks with aplomb has gotta take the cake. was damn worth it, picking that song. HAHA.

in rainbows

still listening. why not go here and get it too.

gotta love their unconventional ways. progression of my expression was:
O_o -> -_-" -> XD

ya. wondering how much the album download costs?

it's... up to you. seriously.


anyway, am currently kinda overloaded with songs. and then at the moment now i'm distracted by in rainbows. hmm, radiohead aside, most songs of other bands i get are usually random handfuls, and it'll take some time for me to listen and decide i like them enough to download the band's entire album(s). zomg piracy. damn. easy way out is to nick them from friends who have all songs. heh.

have quite line-up waiting for me to check them out. and the more i listen, the more i discover along the way. sial. -_-"


random: current favourite at the moment - bodysnatchers.

people

now, i don't know how many of you noticed the myanmar thing at the top of my sidebar, or my single myanmar post with the banner, in which all i did was chuck in an extra wiki link.

however, i kinda expect that most of you catch up with the news even more than i do (why yes, i'm a typical ignorant frog in the well), so you all will already have a general idea of what's going on. however, it's pretty pathetic of me to just post up a link in my sidebar and a single blog post without saying anything on the crisis. defeats the purpose of spreading the word, really.

so well, what exactly is going on?

from my limited knowledge *cough*

about a month ago, the Buddhist monks (and er, nuns too) started a call for democracy through peaceful marches and demonstrations. to fully appreciate what they are fighting for, we must understand that myanmar is ruled by a military regime for decades. from what i have gathered so far, the military regime is a dictatorship that seized power by force back in 1988. a coup, so to speak. however, in 1990, aung san suu kyi's political party won the elections, but the ruling military regime prevented it from forming a government.





thousands of Myanmar people have joined in the protest together with the monks. many of them, civilians and monks alike, were brutally attacked by the military regime. there are casualties, but i'm not too clear on the death toll.








anyway.

*begins copy pasting*

there is a petition calling on Myanmar's powerful ally China and the UN security council to step in and pressure Myanmar's rulers to stop the killing. The petition has exploded to over 500,000 signatures in a few days and is being advertised in newspapers around the world, delivered to the UN Security Council, and broadcast to the Burmese people by radio. they're trying to get to 1 million signatures this week.

*ends copy pasting*

please sign the PETITION. the first step is to stop these brutal killings on people who are fighting for nothing else but their rights.





thank you, kind compassionate people.

daniel lee mini concert!

october 17th, 8pm
K13 Hall, UPM
Tickets going at RM5, for charity!

quite a number of my uni friends messaged/sms to inform me of him coming. looks like i'm infamous for being a daniel lee fan. *cough*

erm, i still don't have his 2nd album, and don't really intend to get. hehe. for me, his songs are pleasant enough, and his voice bordering on decent. but a bit silly hor, going for his mini concert when he'll probably be singing his new songs, which i don't know! how???

nvm, at least i can dedicate myself to SCREAMING MY LOVE FOR HIM ahahahahahahahaha! DANIEL LEE PLEASE MARRY MEEEEEEEEE wth. wahahahaha.

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