of life and lemons

cos when life throws lemons, it doesn't throw it one lemon at a time. the whole damn basket of lemons could be emptied right on you, full force.

and i don't particularly like lemonade.

oh man, i foresee not being able to sleep tonight. which is not good. 4th night in a row with serious lack of sleep. i'm too old for this shit -_-

shouldn't have checked my mail. ignorance is bliss. shoulda just left it for tomorrow morning. now with the huge storm cloud looming over my head... that's why la cannot sleep. that's why la i'm here, online blogging.

i... just need a break. am beaten to my knees and will be taking even more hits. i know it. they're coming. how do i even get up?

i don't know if this is good or bad. what doesn't kill you will make you stronger. we all know that.

... but what if it kills you?

aduh. i think sooner or later i will seriously need a counselor -_- sorta spot the symptoms already.