her blog

blog-hopping.

u click on this link, then on another, and another...

sometimes there'll be small surprises, e.g. omigosh this person knows this person? that means they know this person and that person! it's like a freaking circle of them woot~!

just that, obviously my reaction's not that bimbotic.

and then u discover blogs of old, long-lost friends.

the key-word here is LOST.

how people change. and they seem so faraway. different worlds.

reading through her blog made me feel like an intruder. somewhat like a stalker. creeping up behind her back. we're already out of each others' lives and there i was peeking into her life, uninvited.

wondering at our differences while going through her entries, yet at the same time memories of both of us rush through my mind like a speeded-up film.

vague memories, all this while tucked away in some corner, collecting dust. surprisingly, i remember quite a lot.

but i forget what made us reach the stage of not even saying hello when we bump into each other.

probably partly my fault, i'm not one that's good at keeping friendships.

*hit by memories of me being sucky friend to many*

and no, we didn't end our friendship with some huge-ass fight or anything la. it just... fell apart, like most friendships.

she's always been the go-getter, the one with the sense of adventure, the one that came up with mischievous schemes.

i didn't realise it then, but years later when i looked back, i noticed i was kinda like the ever faithful sidekick. WAHAHAHA i'm glad i've changed.

geez.

but i daresay she's changed more than i have.

she, the popular one.

me,the insignificant but happy tortoise.










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that was me banging my head on the keyboard.

......

i'm in a weird mood now. see, blog-hop again la. the last time i blog-hopped i ended up feeling like this also, just not as bad.

*pushes back hair repeatedly*

feel like talking to someone. someone who doesn't know her and better still if that someone doesn't know me.

:/