tumblr-ed

as it is, what with my one-liner posts and random video plugs, i might as well just use tumblr.

we'll see.

self-destruction

it's a vicious cycle.

stop it.







stop me.

and here it goes again

it starts with sleepless nights.

sigh.

it's all good.

pain is good

it's a rite of passage.

money matters

because it does.

sigh, i hate growing up.

because we're all the same

i feel for you.

maybe a little premature in feeling empathetic, but i won't be surprised if it happens.

and if it happens... i feel for you.

i really do.

caught off guard

i would say that in this particular aspect, things have never looked better. well, as compared to not so long ago.

in fact, i think i can safely say that i'm finally reaching that stage. i'm almost there. and i know it.

however. i also know that i'll have to admit to myself that it's never going to be a hundred percent. that's not gonna happen. not a bad thing per se, it just... is.

and because of that, i will allow myself certain emotions, every once in a very long while, and not beat myself over it.

and i did exactly that - to allow the brief pang of emotions to sweep through me. caught off guard, it happened - that moment of recognition, and the feelings that ensued. well, moments like this are bound to happen eventually anyway. and probably in the future. just... less impact as time goes by =)

i think it's time to cut myself some (more) slack. and be nicer to myself =)

oh, and to respect myself a little more too =P

(cheh, like doing new year's resolution wth -_-)