hello everyone!

i've been so busy i'm only blogging this line today! =)

oh shit

pls pls pls don't rain now.

i'm sorry i slept til now. i'm sorry i wasted time watching anime and titanic.

i promise i'll do my work right nowwwwwwwww pls dont rain heavily laaaaaaaaaaa~

oh, and er, ya ya i realise i shouldnt be blogging.

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random: sis boobs damn huge edi. D cup. dont play-play. tsk, makes me wanna get pregnant also WAHAHA.

...... right.

daniel lee up for grabs!

i tell you, it must be karma la. all coming back to me cos i'm being so evil.

but enough of emo posts la (bo sien meh? i also sien edi).

anyway main topic - remember the daniel cut-out i carted home a long long time ago?

haha, yeah it's still in my room. but since i'm away at uni most of the time, dad decided to lean daniel against the window.

so if anyone bothers to look up, they will see daniel smiling out at them from my bedroom window.

i pointed that out, and dad said "ya la, so it looks like someone is in your room mah."

mum added "so robbers won't dare to come lor."

then they both laughed at my daniel cut-out.

.............................. -_-"

anyway, yes, would anyone like to take my daniel cut-out? i mean of course i still love daniel and all but there's no point in me keeping him when i can't put him on display (mum says the cut-out gives her a shock everytime she sees it. har har.)

so yeah i'm giving daniel away for FREE! up for grabs! still in pristine condition! can kiss him every night!

come think of it, what's daniel up to these days ah? hehe i'm such a lousy fan.

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random mini update: sis's tummy still nowhere as big as frog's. nvm, i hope she gets twins. XD

random shout-out: ngee chong dearest, remember to tell me when i can come by. or not ya, by the time i finally can come, i sudah graduate edi. =P

random rant: cut my hair couple of days ago and i have bangs again ARGH. didnt mention it earlier like i usually would beCAUSE i feel damn tulan over my hair now. screw wavy hair. i'm gonna leave it LONG again. or someone could sponsor me to straighten my hair.

random thought: xue just reminded me of kor. he should be buried in work now. havent seen him for ages when i used to see him almost everyday last time. ='(

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i can't believe it's the end of my hols already. so fast. yay back to school uni~!

..... right. i'm dying with excitement. kk gtg do assignments now byebye.

hello

here are some messages i'm doling out. because i have nothing else better to do.


to you:

i'm sorry i can't help you, but i'll always be there for you. you seem to be changing so much, there are times i can comprehend but sometimes i'm a bit overwhelmed too. i'll try my best to understand, ya, but sometimes you'll have to tell me more. all i can do now is to hope that you'll pull through, and everything will be ok. you can't go back to how you used to be, because so much has happened. i know i'm not giving you the comfort and help you need right now, because... i really don't know how to. but i'm here. we're all here. ok?

[edit: think frodo with sam, pippin, merry. haha.]


to you:

i'm sorry i lost my temper. i'm not in a good mood whenever i get pulled out of bed before noon during hols. and if it's before eight, i'm ready to kill anything in my path.


to you:

i've been sorta avoiding you. have you realised? i think you might have, cos things have lessened somewhat. which is good. i was starting to feel uncomfortable and even pissed off at times. if i come across the chance to tell you my point of view, i would.

i'm not evil. i'm a friend to you. spot the keyword.


to you:

good news - you're not as important anymore. at least not in the way i felt before. isnt that great? =) because you missed out on me. who ask you to be so dense. ok la to be fair it's me who refused to do or say anything. which i don't regret cos i can do so much better yay. no more silly emo-ing over you anymore, not if i can help it.

liberation is good. come, rejoice with me! =D

...... i kill myself sometimes.


to you:

well, it's amusing getting to know you. let's see where it goes, shall we? no expectations because the best things happen when you just let them happen.


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to self:

there's always a bright side to everything. and if there isnt...

well, bugger for you. deal with it. we all go through shit at some point anyway.

pet peeve

on msn:

if u tell me u're bored, i'll be happy to amuse you a little.

tell me the 2nd time, i might amuse you a bit more.

say again the third time, i might still humour you.

repeat that, and it's not funny anymore. do that almost everytime i'm online and i swear i'll block you from my list simply because you annoy me.

what, you think i'm your personal clown ah? go chat with other people la dei.

GEEZ.

did u know?

i'm known as a BANANA in uni.

like, seriously.

wtf, right? but for some reason quite a few people didnt know i speak mandarin, much less CAME FROM A CHINESE SCHOOL.

some time ago i was in my friend's room together with her room mate and my other group members. so there i was, typing away at my friend's laptop while happily singing along to jay chou's fa ru xue.

(btw the lyrics to the song is damn hard ok)

suddenly her room mate sat up and exclaimed "you can sing fa ru xue?!?!"

O_o"

i can speak mandarin!

i can read mandarin!

and i can bloody well WRITE in mandarin too!

sigh, so surprised for what.

but leh, the main reason they call me BANANA is cos i cant speak cantonese.

and i'm from kl.

"u're from kl and u cant speak cantonese?!"

yeah yeah, i've heard it dunno how many times since i entered uni. my ipoh room mate joked that she was going back to tell all her ipoh friends that "kl people all cannot speak cantonese wan".

wah liao. damn evil. sorry la hor, now i've made all kl people bananas in ipoh people's eyes.

so now i won't be the only banana from kl YAY.

*cough*