an apology

i feel terrible when i don't know what to say. and when i try to say the right words, they come out hollow and superficial. sometimes the way my words come out, it even sounds as if i'm not empathising with you. and i feel as if i'm one of those self-righteous on-lookers that you dislike so much.

and i feel terrible because i neglected you. i'm sorry it took more than a few calls (from you, no less) before you had a chance to say what you wanted to say. and i should have asked you about it when you first called. i did hear something in your voice, and i know i'd instinctively give the excuse that i was preoccupied.

and i'm sorry that i did not say i'm sorry to you, and even had you thanking me instead.

when in fact, i'm a terrible friend.

how about i make it up to you, and more, by looking out for you however i can?

dragon vs boobies

i was supposed to watch eragon with mummy dearest but the sight of jay chou, gong li and chow yun fatt made her change her mind. i was adamant bout watching eragon but she wanted to see curse of gong li's humongous boobs the golden flowers.

*sulks*

so anyway after the movie (no i did NOT watch the popping boobies *rolls eyes*), was eating lunch at mcDs outside cinema with mum (cos i wanted to gaze lovingly at the huge takeshi poster hehehe).


mum: do you want to know what happened to the three sons?

me: er, no, i dont wanna know.

mum: *dramatically* the 1st son was killed by the 3rd son, then the 3rd son was killed by his own father.

me: ......

mum: so, left the 2nd son, your jay chou. now he died cos he killed himself.

me: *points at takeshi poster* mum, look at takeshi better la, he so handsome.

mum: ya. and jay chou killed himself cos he was forced to kill gong li.

me: -____-"

sometimes i wonder if my mum actually listens to me.


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mum: so how was eragon?

me: oh, not too bad la, though of course no where as good as lotr.

mum: aiya, ALL the same wan la. eragon, lotr, harry potter, and star wars all the same la!

me: ...... ma, star wars is science fiction.

mum: star wars got all the things flying in the air, eragon, lotr all also has flying things.

me: ...... *sighs*


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[edit] black template! sorry for the blindingly white fonts heh. might change it later, or maybe not. rest assured my next template shall be PINK. =)

oooh~

it's christmas eve already!

merry christmas everyone =)

p.s: my hols coming to an end soon so i wanna meet up with the lot of you jokers i havent seen this hols! you know who you are~! XD

no title

belated thoughts which i am allowing through now.

sometimes overexposure with certain people leave me feeling moody and, well, mean. quite a while ago when i was in this kind of mood, i interrupted my own mean thoughts by pondering why i hardly felt this way before this, with other people.

it's not that anyone did or said anything wrong. it's just me, really. am i being hypocritical if i just played along?

because it wouldnt be right to voice out my thoughts, this kind of thoughts. and if i had to, i'd have to censor myself and edit the words and then add a coating of silliness to achieve the right tone so it sounds like ME.

throw too many at me, and my thoughts might just escape from me. oh, don't worry, i won't go beserk, shouting and all that. i'll be absolutely calm as i tear you down bit by bit. no hurry in something i'd probably enjoy, no?

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alright, well, at least that's out of my system.

...... cotton-candy, anyone? =D

i'm back...

and itching away. gah.

i don't understand, those ppl who got rashes/skin allergy had them few days ago, why am i only getting rashes TODAY?!

takkan my skin slow reaction. -_-"

*scratches a bit*

anyway i got rashes cos we did quite a bit of rolling about in mud. mud mud mud. i dunno why they like to get us all dirty.

the ceramahs were bloody boring, and occasionally mildly interesting. outdoor activities flunctuated from boring to annoyingly silly to really fun.

so yeah, there were the few activities that i really had a lot of fun and when we really worked together as a team. =)

1. our team wasnt like, the fastest team in those races or the team that won the most competitions but it's the best team ever! ok a bit too gung-ho. but i like my group, so there.

2. i realise i'm not that slow and my stamina is not that hopeless. well, relatively, at least. c'mon, i'm a CITY girl who doesnt like the outdoors, so i've gotta get SOME credit, no?

3. yes i know i'm fair/pale/white/hantu/scary/bak cham gai. do you know i'd like to be tanned but i can't? ok, now you know.

4. i got complimented on my body! by two girls la not guys. shut up and let me enjoy my moment cos how often do i get complimented! and shut up i know i'm damn flat-chested BUT IT'S NOT MY FAULT OK! now let us focus back on the fact that i was complimented.

5. am in love with kenangan terindah.

6. had mixed feelings but when i really think about it they're not that mixed up after all and when i really really think about it i shouldnt be having those feelings at all.

7. i hate cats with a vengeance cos they poop and pee everywhere and overturn every dustbin in sight. stupid cats. the two kittens are cute though. they are forgiven even though they freaked me out when they kept RUNNING after me, desperate for food. their mother, on the other hand, is not forgiven for being so fertile when there is lack of food for the cat population.

8. i cannot get four flat for this sem edi. damn sad. dont kacau me.

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today i finally got to see sis again and by this time her baby (ok, foetus) has already started kicking! and i can feel the kickings! small fart refused to kick at first until sis started playing her handphone ringtones. future music prodigee! WAHAHA. i SO want a baby la!

training

yep, there's this 2 week long industrial training thingy at my faculty. so far the first week's been pretty boring cos it's mostly ceramahs in the lecture hall. and it's been raining religiously every evening so the slot for sports is pretty much redundant. not that there are enough balls to go by anyway.

...... hmm, i think i meant that in more than one way. haha.

the one good thing bout this whole training thingy is that my grp members are sorta growing on me. now all i need is to remember their names. hahaha. i suck at remembering names, esp chinese and malay names.

and i also train myself not to fall asleep in the lecture hall. was amusing when the girls on both my left and right nudged me awake simultaneously and i woke up to see one facilitator towering over me. -_-"

next week shud be better as there'll be more outdoorsy activities. jungle trekking and the works, i suppose. and tomorrow we get to immerse ourselves in air kumbahan(?) and mud! way cool, i can't wait! XD

ok enough. flea, i'll be back next fri. so many things i wanna do and buy during the hols but no money. gah. gotta work. or get a rich boyfriend wahaha. anyone? *bats eyelashes*

oh and one question. DO I LOOK LIKE A BANANA? IF YES, TELL ME WHY IN BLOODY HELL DO I LOOK LIKE ONE? WHO DARES TO EVEN THINK THAT I LOOK LIKE A BANANA! HUH? HUH! *takes parang out and whacks about haphazardly*

haha just kidding, i'm not that uptight over it obviously. so do i really look like a banana? and if yes, why?

ok that's all bye bye. =)

p/s: Christmas is coming! Christmas tree already up in my hall. i love love love Christmas trees! *hugs tree* XD

be careful what u wish for

cos i've always wanted dimples as they're just so cute. and now i finally have dimples...

... but dammit why do they have to appear on my derriere?!

bloody cellulite. i'm only twenty! i'm not supposed to have cellulite! *hysterical*

ok so maybe i've put on some weight. maybe! God forbid. argh time to start exercising cos i have to maintain my sexiness and all. right.

please make my day and tell me i'm hot.

p/s: totally unrelated but has anyone seen casino royale? if it's any good i might be able to overlook the fact that daniel craig looks like a shrivelled prune with an excessive pout. he has killer blue eyes though. mmm, blue eyes.

ok u ppl can get back to admiring my hotness.

i'm unstable

flunctuates. my emotions, that is. and my feelings.

and you know what? you're the one that determines if i'll be happy or despondent.

i'm giving in. since i can't fight it, no?

so congratulations. you won. go ahead and break it cos it's all yours.

......

*rolls eyes* someone's gotta snap me out of this. emotional masochism. HAHAHA. shit, ok i'm going crazy.

go me!

i finally did it.

and i didnt even take one last look.

either i've let go, or... ok let's just stick to i've let go. *sort of in denial*

but nvm anyway this calls for a celebration! XD

still feel like dancing. =)

*dances*

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p/s: eh shud i mem-beta-kan this blog? ck, tell me wat's it bout besides the privacy thingy. me lazy to 'take a tour' =P

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*goes back to dancing*

taking a break

good entertainment from comments in kennysia's lg white chocolate giveaway thingy. seriously, some of the stories are hilarious! XD

some people depicted in the comments aren't desperate, they're PSYCHOTIC.

i myself was never much of a desperate addict. i mean, it's very normal to dig out info on my crushes like email, tel.no, house add, bday etc etc. here, girlfriends are the BEST accomplices. =D and guy friends too, albeit unwittingly (not my fault that guys were so blur back then. and some still are =P ).

ok, so maybe i've done a few silly things before like cutting out my crush's pic from the school mag so i could bring it along admiring it everywhere i went. *cough*

...... that pic of him was damn cute mah!!!!

(actually, which is sillier? cutting out my crush's pic or carting home a near life-size daniel cut-out?)

and the other things i did shall not be disclosed here. hehe.

incidently, i met him a few years after he graduated from high school and he still remembered me and all. but i didn't find him as cute anymore.

i guess it was the prefect uniform that made him so dashing. XD

but of course i never went so low as to pull off prank calls to his house phone just to hear his voice. ok, so i did that to a previous crush when i was twelve. TWELVE ok. still small kid. which one of u have never done that before anyway?! weirdos. >=P

anyway compared to some other people we all know, i'd say i'm really mild. right, xue? =P

but since we're on the topic......

...... how come i don't have my own desperate addict wan???

ah

lookie here.

for anyone out there who has hyperhidrosis or excessive sweating. and no, it's not hot.

the website's relatively new and all, but at least it's msia based.

some of u might know i have mild hyperhidrosis. my palms, that is. i suppose it's genetic cos my sis had it too, only hers was much worse. how bad? the sweat would be dripping off her palms.

then she went for surgery a few years back so now her palms are all nice and dry. *jealous*

but i wont go so far as to have surgery la, cos mine is mild case. relatively lucky, i guess. but still, it gets pretty uncomfortable. socially as well... i mean, who'd wanna shake hands that're wet and sticky? and no holding hands please with future significant other. he'd better hold my waist or something.

anyway, i know i'm not the only one who has hyperhidrosis. also, i'm necrophilic and i adore eating hamsters alive.

=)

i cannot drink

and i threw up in the middle of the highway.

and then three more times.

sigh.

i'm a dreamer

as if u all didnt know that already.

being a dreamer really sucks, though. i conjure up perfect images just to satiate whatever feelings i have. wishful thinking, u know.

and being a dreamer keeps me in denial.

i do realise the whole thing is rather ridiculous.

oh ok enough of this already, aight? let's talk bout something happy!

like, today i had mcDs banana pie!

i don't understand why so many people don't really like it. it's better than the apple pie la.

......

ok so i'm not really in the mood for the usual light-hearted stuff.

oh, just thinking

i think it's cute when you tease.

i should get a start on my assignments now.

i thought of you as i was eating ice-cream today.

i should get a start on my assignments now.

it was a pleasant little daydream.

i should get a start on my assignments now.

i want to curl up under the blankets in my air-conditioned room and have that very daydream carry me off to sleep.

but i really should get a start on my assignments now.

gah

annoying sial. it's karma, i tell you.

it's not a big deal. ya ya, must keep reminding myself that. thing is, i feel like banging my head against the wall at the whole... absurdity of it all.

go away la. don't kacau me.

and i don't think i did anything to erm, aggravate or catalyse the whole situation.

so there.

anyone?

i've got trojan horse in my thumbdrive and i can't get rid of it. cannot heal or repair. the most i can do is to quarantine it.

so yeah, i very ke lian. got assignments to do, yo. need some help here.

[edit]: i've got 253 spyware in my com and it's still scanning hahaha so not funny. anyway my main prob now is that cute adorable trojan in my thumbdrive. at least i know wat to do with spyware.

hello again

in a more sedate manner hehe. can relax more edi. and i've been tagged by bonnie! XD

Bold the statements that are true to you.
Italicize the statements that you WISH are true.
Leave the Fibs alone.
Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.

I miss somebody right now.
I dont watch TV these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I've been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe that honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse.
I have changed mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm smart. (yes i am! wahahaha.)
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. (haha, u all know what i want)


I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really,really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings. (yeah just that i dont show it mah =P)
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I'm currently single. (but not available. haha.)
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone. (those days when i had the phone in my room!)
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat. (eh, tough competition!)
I don't hate anyone.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before. (soon, soon...)
I've called the cops on a friend before.

I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex. (hahaha, u think leh?)
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I am happy at this moment.
I'm obsessed with gals. (hehe. kidding la.)
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses. (so bring 'em on :D )
I fall for the worst people. (because i'm stupid)
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I somehow enjoyed this thingy.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep. (and i grind my teeth too)

I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie


whoa. ok that was longer than i thought.

[edit]: ok ok i stab 5 ppl. siufai, flea, reb, poh, and erm... erm... you! random reader!

hello everyone!

i've been so busy i'm only blogging this line today! =)

oh shit

pls pls pls don't rain now.

i'm sorry i slept til now. i'm sorry i wasted time watching anime and titanic.

i promise i'll do my work right nowwwwwwwww pls dont rain heavily laaaaaaaaaaa~

oh, and er, ya ya i realise i shouldnt be blogging.

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random: sis boobs damn huge edi. D cup. dont play-play. tsk, makes me wanna get pregnant also WAHAHA.

...... right.

daniel lee up for grabs!

i tell you, it must be karma la. all coming back to me cos i'm being so evil.

but enough of emo posts la (bo sien meh? i also sien edi).

anyway main topic - remember the daniel cut-out i carted home a long long time ago?

haha, yeah it's still in my room. but since i'm away at uni most of the time, dad decided to lean daniel against the window.

so if anyone bothers to look up, they will see daniel smiling out at them from my bedroom window.

i pointed that out, and dad said "ya la, so it looks like someone is in your room mah."

mum added "so robbers won't dare to come lor."

then they both laughed at my daniel cut-out.

.............................. -_-"

anyway, yes, would anyone like to take my daniel cut-out? i mean of course i still love daniel and all but there's no point in me keeping him when i can't put him on display (mum says the cut-out gives her a shock everytime she sees it. har har.)

so yeah i'm giving daniel away for FREE! up for grabs! still in pristine condition! can kiss him every night!

come think of it, what's daniel up to these days ah? hehe i'm such a lousy fan.

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random mini update: sis's tummy still nowhere as big as frog's. nvm, i hope she gets twins. XD

random shout-out: ngee chong dearest, remember to tell me when i can come by. or not ya, by the time i finally can come, i sudah graduate edi. =P

random rant: cut my hair couple of days ago and i have bangs again ARGH. didnt mention it earlier like i usually would beCAUSE i feel damn tulan over my hair now. screw wavy hair. i'm gonna leave it LONG again. or someone could sponsor me to straighten my hair.

random thought: xue just reminded me of kor. he should be buried in work now. havent seen him for ages when i used to see him almost everyday last time. ='(

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i can't believe it's the end of my hols already. so fast. yay back to school uni~!

..... right. i'm dying with excitement. kk gtg do assignments now byebye.

hello

here are some messages i'm doling out. because i have nothing else better to do.


to you:

i'm sorry i can't help you, but i'll always be there for you. you seem to be changing so much, there are times i can comprehend but sometimes i'm a bit overwhelmed too. i'll try my best to understand, ya, but sometimes you'll have to tell me more. all i can do now is to hope that you'll pull through, and everything will be ok. you can't go back to how you used to be, because so much has happened. i know i'm not giving you the comfort and help you need right now, because... i really don't know how to. but i'm here. we're all here. ok?

[edit: think frodo with sam, pippin, merry. haha.]


to you:

i'm sorry i lost my temper. i'm not in a good mood whenever i get pulled out of bed before noon during hols. and if it's before eight, i'm ready to kill anything in my path.


to you:

i've been sorta avoiding you. have you realised? i think you might have, cos things have lessened somewhat. which is good. i was starting to feel uncomfortable and even pissed off at times. if i come across the chance to tell you my point of view, i would.

i'm not evil. i'm a friend to you. spot the keyword.


to you:

good news - you're not as important anymore. at least not in the way i felt before. isnt that great? =) because you missed out on me. who ask you to be so dense. ok la to be fair it's me who refused to do or say anything. which i don't regret cos i can do so much better yay. no more silly emo-ing over you anymore, not if i can help it.

liberation is good. come, rejoice with me! =D

...... i kill myself sometimes.


to you:

well, it's amusing getting to know you. let's see where it goes, shall we? no expectations because the best things happen when you just let them happen.


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to self:

there's always a bright side to everything. and if there isnt...

well, bugger for you. deal with it. we all go through shit at some point anyway.

pet peeve

on msn:

if u tell me u're bored, i'll be happy to amuse you a little.

tell me the 2nd time, i might amuse you a bit more.

say again the third time, i might still humour you.

repeat that, and it's not funny anymore. do that almost everytime i'm online and i swear i'll block you from my list simply because you annoy me.

what, you think i'm your personal clown ah? go chat with other people la dei.

GEEZ.

did u know?

i'm known as a BANANA in uni.

like, seriously.

wtf, right? but for some reason quite a few people didnt know i speak mandarin, much less CAME FROM A CHINESE SCHOOL.

some time ago i was in my friend's room together with her room mate and my other group members. so there i was, typing away at my friend's laptop while happily singing along to jay chou's fa ru xue.

(btw the lyrics to the song is damn hard ok)

suddenly her room mate sat up and exclaimed "you can sing fa ru xue?!?!"

O_o"

i can speak mandarin!

i can read mandarin!

and i can bloody well WRITE in mandarin too!

sigh, so surprised for what.

but leh, the main reason they call me BANANA is cos i cant speak cantonese.

and i'm from kl.

"u're from kl and u cant speak cantonese?!"

yeah yeah, i've heard it dunno how many times since i entered uni. my ipoh room mate joked that she was going back to tell all her ipoh friends that "kl people all cannot speak cantonese wan".

wah liao. damn evil. sorry la hor, now i've made all kl people bananas in ipoh people's eyes.

so now i won't be the only banana from kl YAY.

*cough*

happy birthday Malaysia!

yeah, here's to our love-hate relationship. *waves flag*

btw, since i'm in a relatively good mood i'll shall be nice and let u all into a little secret.

must not go around telling people, k? hehehe.

cos it's my latest love interest.

really. now i tell u all, u all must help me also, k. as in help me get the guy la.

so yeah, i met him in uni. he's, erm, tall, should be quite smart, he's really quite noble, should be kinda rich, and the way he moves... omg the way he moves... such speed, such grace, such efficiency, such prowess...

and we havent really talked la but got exchange a few words. he's a busy, busy man, really.

=)

oh btw i'm talking bout the roti canai man. yes he makes and sells roti canai at the place behind the library.

yay roti canai man! i wannna marry him la hahahahahahaha.

he's obviously older la but he's no fat indian guy, not that i have anything against them.

i'm not being lame, ok!

justification:

tall - he's taller than *me* so that makes him tall. do NOT argue on that. =p

smart - he's got good memory. he remembers who ordered what. eh, no easy feat considering a lot of ppl makan his roti canai.

noble - also, he makes sure those who ordered first get their roti canai first.

rich - and the amount of customers he gets contributes to him financially.

as for the way he moves haha, i'm referring to the way he makes roti canai. damn efficient la. so yao yeng some more! absolute yeng-ness wey! XD

and obviously he makes good roti canai. my personal favourite is roti bom roti planta roti pisang roti this roti that but i have yet to try his roti kayaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~

but hor, the most romantic thing he's ever said to me was "roti bom dua?".

so sad. ='(

ya la, so if u all want to eat roti canai at my wedding reception then quick help me get the guy!

and yes, i'm only kidding. please la.

i mean, of COURSE i wont just be having roti canai at our wedding reception! what were u thinking, tsk.

......

uni no leng chais mah, can't blame me ok. heh.

damn fucking tulan

because it was damn shitass.

because there was NO FREAKING ANSWER let alone the slides.

very hard to find answers ah? wtf.

and i only knew, what, LESS THAN 5 MINS before we were gonna go up front.

had to BORROW notes from another grp WTFWTFWTFWTF.

i know NUTS but had to go and cakap more than half of it.

i did my part quite well, ok. but ya, forgot, it's teamwork. diff expectations.

it's all over but i'm still damn tensed.

*calms down*

ok la gtg study la didnt know got 3 essay questions for exam tomorrow la so i'm gonna die la.

='(

wtf

now i have to try and sift through your less than perfect answers.

PLUS u tell me there's this question u can't do.

WHERE were u when we met up?

bengang sial.

don't brush me away

and all i want to do is to hug you tight. then i'll sit next to you, and we'll just talk. or rather, you will talk. cos i think there's more to you. is there?

if you'll tell me, i'll listen.

this is not a meme

because i'm in the mood for procrastinating reminiscing. neh, that 20yrs ago, 10 yrs ago, 5 yrs ago, etc etc.

20 years ago, i was only what, 5 months old. truth be told, i wasnt a very cute baby *cough* not until i had more hair and started teething (my toothy grin very cute wan, ok). i was born with nice ears wan, but my aunt-cum-babysitter simply put me in the sarong thingy where i got my ears squashed outwards. hence my hobbit/elfish/orc ears now.

(digression: eh, i dont feel like doing it 20yrs 15yrs 10yrs 5 yrs. so restrictive =P )

when i was two i stuck my fingers in my birthday cake.

when i was three and four, mom and dad would take turns bringing me to their workplace cos no one at home to jaga me. mom worked in telekom where there were rows of computers and a lot of women. dad worked in angkasapuri where there were rows of big machines and a lot of men. sometimes i played in the newsroom when it was empty, where i'll sit in the newsreader's chair. there is a fishpond in angkasapuri.

when i was five, i entered kindergarten. it's damn tiny but it was my world then. the very first day of kindy we were all given nametags. they were shaped like little umbrellas. my favourite place was on top of the slide where i would just perch there and refuse to slide down til the other kids bugged me. i was very good friends with this boy (who still lives nearby my old pj house, i think). he liked me, i liked him, and we played together. we were so alike then, but so different now.

when i was six, i kena rotan once in kindy because i couldnt remember the anatomy of a fish. there was this hugeass drawing of a fish and the teacher would point with her rotan at the different parts. if u were lucky the teacher pointed at the fish's tail and all u had to say was "wei ba". everyone wanted "wei ba". i think i got the fin. and until now i dunno how to say it in mandarin HAHAHAHAHA *cough*

when i was seven, my form teacher was hong lao shi. i had a classmate who had 6 fingers on one hand which i now think is uber cool. my best friend then was called lydia. anyone knows where she is now? haha.

when i was eight we learned our timetables and we mainly played pepsi-cola, abc, ice and water, tiao sheng. or whatever those games were called.

when i was nine, i fell off my bike and my face got scratched.

when i was ten, i changed from a good, obedient student to a lazy, forgetful one. i'd be in front of the class practically everyday either because i didn't do my homework or forgot to bring it, or both. i was more interested in reading enid blyton books under my desk hehe. my results dropped so drastically that daddy was so shocked on report card day, he bellowed at me in front of the whole class. and i think dad started to hate enid blyton for quite a while after that. hehe.

when i was eleven i started reading manga! XD my first manga was *deng deng deng* SAILORMOON. ok shut up already. it's actually quite decent leh. oh and also inuyasha or 犬夜叉. i can't believe it's still running. is it? like neverending.

when i was twelve i had my hair chopped off to a boycut, which was obviously not a good idea. i had my first crush hahaha. i liked this classmate cos, erm... i also dunno why haha. just for the sake of having a crush i guess. and the best thing was he was already declaring his love for this other totally cute classmate. oh and he lives behind my old pj house. heh.

when i was thirteen i read my sister's diary. she found out by reading MY diary. it was the biggest fight we had, but oddly, i'm smiling as i think of it.

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ok la lazy to blog edi. now back to work. shit i'm so behind.

til when?

i'm tired of waiting.

i don't like being all flighty and frivolous.

i don't need it but i want it.

in the midst of me being busy and all...

i still wait for something to happen.

so yeah, i'm tired of waiting.

cos i deserve so much better.

yet i wait. wtf man.

miss brightside!

nyahaha dowan to be emo anymore. must be happy! the next time u see any emo posts from me please boycott my blog.

kidding la. dont boycott my blog. ok? hehe.

so yeah it's better to just say "to hell with it" and look on the bright side cos everything has its bright side no matter what and dammit if u dont' agree pls don't contradict me okie? :D

see, i'll even list down things to be happy about!

- roti bom for breakie after this! like, soon! yay.

- had mcDs last night for dinner. eh i miss the nuggets ok...

- only two more exams to go!

- one class cancelled today!

- shall have ice-blended mocha later! if the damn van is there and not driving off leaving me to mourn.

- steamboat this friday night! juniors with seniors. the seniors call it STEAM night... WTH. -_-"

- and mommy's birthday dinner on sat night! guess wat she wants to eat? yeah, steamboat. woot.

- so that means can see sis this weekend too, haha. havent seen her since the pregnant post ok. wonder if her tummy kembang already wahahahaha.


oooh ok ok gonna go eat~ hungry hungry.

:D :D :D

i can't think of a title

pensive.

what did i do today?

so where is the passion when you need it the most.

is it just me or is everything shrinking further and further out of reach?

you kick up the leaves and the magic is lost.

sometimes i feel so far-removed. too wrapped up in my comfort zone. i get impatient with myself yet i won't budge, i refuse to see things the way they are.

you sing a sad song just to turn it around

but i can't turn it around. at least not yet.

i get the feeling all this despondancy pours out during times like these as they've been repressed for too much for too long.

i dont think you'd see me like this. nah. cos i don't have the guts. and plus it's just too weird for me. yeah, me. i don't care so much of how you'd take it muahaha.

*mood bounces back unexpectedly*

so here're what's been happenening lately. in my life of course. *flips hair*

- got locked out of uni campus one hot sunny afternoon. wtf la, they go and change the timing of closing the gate and all.

- kononnya got rape case in my uni just recently but it's not my coll la. wat's amusing is that i walked there alone at night on 2 occasions some time during the rape case hahaha. it's SAFE la haiyo.

- NO WATER last wed night. but (the one and only) guys' block got water. hello, where's the justice? make THEM carry pails of water la!

- have to go study now bye bye~

[edit] hey heard that there was another rape case again in a diff college this time. woot. i also scared edi hahaha. so erm people out there, be careful la. lock your room door and all. i'm pretty sure it doesnt just happen in my uni.

taking a breather

crazy sial. well, at least work has been keeping me busy. sorta.

managed to squeeze in SHOPPING yesterday wahahahahahhaha *HAPPY*

went pc fair and then shopping in klcc. me now have creative mp3 player :D

but 512mb oni cos 1G sudah habis ='(

and i also want laptop~ and digial camera~

*slaps self*

quite a number of romances blossoming in college. can already see couples emerging. O_o is it just me or it seems that it happens really fast?

oh well, some people are just... erm, lucky? *cough*

no, lucky is the girl whose hand was held by jj lin jun jie as he sang saranghaeyo ARGH me so jealous!!!!

*SNIFF*

good thing assignments and exams are keeping me moving, time seems to pass really fast (omfg is it already sunday?!) and i have good excuse reason to push things to the back of my head and maybe forget about it.

running away is good, u know? almost as good as acting blur.

oh c'mon, it's not really my fault anyway.

>_<

XD

was busy reading blogs while blogging and downloading mvs while listening to lin jun jie studying when sis and frog came back for the weekend.

me: *busy typing while spazzing at jj lin* hi sis~
sis: ya hi.
sis: eh go downstairs for a while.
me: why? got food ah? :D
sis: ...... just go down la, before that siti interview starts.
me: is it chocolate cake?
sis: aiya go down la!
me: heh okok.
me: so you put the food in the kitchen?
sis: ......

downstairs, sis looks at frog, frog looks back at sis.

frog: u tell la.
sis: mum, dad... u're gonna be grandparents. sherry, u're gonna be an aunt. =)

already hard enought to stomach (no pun) that sis is already married, and now she so fast get pregnant pula. wah lao.

sis kept laughing at me cos i was damn speechless. ish.

ok i have less than 8 months to learn how to carry a baby (as in with my arms not in my womb la pls -_-" )

yes, i don't know how to carry them babies.

DON'T laugh.

i damn scared to carry babies wan. not just newborns. ALL babies.

cos... cos... cos takut i drop them hahahahahahahahahaha so not funny ok.

phobia la!

*after siti nurhaliza interview*

sis: sherry, bought pao for u, in the kitchen.
me: :D

hehe, i knew there was food.

......

baby!

Baby!

BABY! XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD ad infinitum XD !!!

*happy excited whee!*

='D

sleepy

in point form cos i sleepy mah.

- so many ppl fall sick kena flu, it's scary.

- i have been eating a lot more.

- hence now got tummy.

- fried cempedak very nice XD

- assignments piling up hehehe wtf.

- i'm procrastinating double wtf.

- there's a huge-ass cockroach on the wall. it's stationary so i'm not too worried. yet.

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thx to reb i kinda miss form 6 too. was great hanging out with u guys. we saw each other practically every day and that kinda made me take it all for granted. weird random things that reb will say out of the blue; li qin squealing every 2 seconds at something she finds cute; and ooi jin being his usual annoying self. =P

i won't say seroja was the most fun-filled class but it did have its moments.

shit la, make me all sentimental and nostalgic. =')

......

i'm stupid, i know. i'm freaking 20 and i'm still such a dreamer. don't wake me up, dammit. let me dream. let me live in my own pink fluffy peachy world. and then when i do wake up i'll realise all the time i've wasted. all the unnecessary emo-ness i went through. so to point out the obvious, here's why i'm on such an emo state - it's because i conjure up picture-perfect situations and i airbrush people so much in my mind that reality doesnt just bite anymore, it freaking CHOMPS on me.

hopeless romantic in every way. everything i see must be so rose-tinted, u know? happy-go-lucky? more like obsessively in denial now.

i'm not patient or tolerant. i just don't like throwing what's going on in my mind into your face. so does that make me fake? gee, you tell me.

don't worry, the facade's coming down already, isnt it? thing is, did you ever realise there was one in the first place?

going down to eat some chocolate cake. i'm just not used to being like this.

i think i'm cute

uni's great, uni's great. i don't like word pad.

emo emo emo emo but i don't show it do i.

i feel like hitting you. real hard. why?

just because.

so yeah. i'll hit you again and again and again til my arms ache til i run out of energy til all i can manage are feeble feeble hits.

til i can't hit anymore.

and then... i don't know. you tell me what you'll do.

but right now the thought of hitting you non-stop is making me feel better, yeah.

just wondering

if i fall, would you catch me?

and if you do, will you let go?

and if you won't, can i trust you?

a bit of indulgence

heehee.

damn cute la, i tell you. though the girl (pretty!) looks a bit like his elder sister. -_-"

and here~

yes, this link.

here's a classic scene from the japanese movie love letter which i totally *HEART*. it's damn touching. love the story, love the ending. *rolls eyes at 95% of korean movies*

i so wanna buy the dvd/vcd la. anyone?

tell me, how not to melt at the sight of fujii-kun, eyes lowered, reading intently, as the white curtains softly drift around him?

*sighs blissfully*

...... ok ok back to work.

the "fight"

was woken up early this morning when jialin called me all the way from perak (haha).

jialin: sherry, u're still sleeping?

me: *grunts* no, YOU woke me up!

jialin: ya sorry but i just read bout this fight that happened in upm...

me: *groans* oh no now even u're asking me bout it!

jialin: no cos i'm in 7-11 now and i just saw the chinese newspapers the headlines read there was a fight!

me: ya la, nothing wan la the fight...

jialin: so are u ok? i mean, u're not scratched or hurt or anything right???


...... gosh i miss jialin SO MUCH wey. she made me want to laugh my head off and hug her at the same time.

=')

(for those not in the know, she's in utp now doing mechanical engineering. with some luck she might be able to tukar to chem engineering - the, erm, course of her dreams.)

i didnt know anything bout the fight and i got to know bout it not through the newspapers but cos my parents and my sister and the frog and my friends kept asking me bout it.

anyway, snitched the link off yuen's post - a lot of shouting.

it's just a tiff between some ppl against one of those unregistered societies. the latter can get a tad annoying sometimes, depending on how they're going about recruiting members.

and yuen theng pointed out what's really disturbing isn't so much of the fight, so there you go.

what la

i feel incompetent wey. must talk to group members who are seniors and thus overlooked the fact that i'm a total noob.

*clutches head*

*bangs head into wall*

*does little pirouette in panic*

i need! i freaking bloody desperately need!

1. A PRINTER!

2. A PENDRIVE!

3. SUNSCREEN! oh my freaking gosh my complexion. help.

4. SONY ERICSSON W810i! XD XD XD

ok fine so i dont need the last item. but i sure want it. if anyone sees that phone going for somewhere near 1000 bucks pls tell me yaaaaaaaaaaaaa...

or maybe i'll settle for W800i cos it's orange and kononnya the female version of W810i. *rolls eyes*

okok. money should be spent on neccesities like pendrive and books and a nice new mp3 player.

oh and an umbrella. or sherry the sickly pale will become sherry the hot tanned babe.

just kidding. i realise too late that i DON'T look good when i'm tanned... unevenly tanned, that is.

ok back to work. shit i procrastinate too much. must practise my cute, wide-eyed look so i won't get killed for turning up empty-handed and empty-headed.

to you

hello.

are you like, oblivious?

though i don't blame you.

anyway, can i see you? would mean a lot to me.

but once i do, you won't be oblivious anymore.

and that is just so tempting.

hello!

am in my faculty's com lab again. to finish off my free time wakaka before com lab closes. so far i much prefer it to the one in the library. college's com lab? STILL BELUM BUKA. wth.

finally got the lampu meja fixed. it's too freaking dim to read or write without the lampu meja. kept flickering non-stop til it annoyed the hell outta me.

note to self: must remember to change to trackpants when those ppl come to fix stuff. shorts too... uh, short. not for me, but for THEM. *cough* i have hot legs, ok. *coughs again*

alrighty, gtg, com lab's gonna tutup. =)

ah me

see, this is what lack of sleep and staying up late does.

am in despondant mood again.

btw yes uni's been pretty ok so far. getting to know people and all is what i like anyway.

thing is sometimes i sorta zone out. i could be happily chatting away one moment and the next i suddenly feel like shutting myself away. alone. hits me every once in a while.

and if u must know, it still hasn't really sunk in that i'm already back on the studying track.

during my first class, i :

1. fell asleep.

2. contemplated skipping class in the near future.

3. then fell asleep again.

woolala.

cannot. must condition myself to study study study whee. ooooh classical and operant conditioning whee.

......

mixed feelings, baby. now that i'm in uni to study i shouldnt be having these. believe it or not, during these two quite hectic weeks there were snatches of time when i'll actually think of you.

(wah, like so drama. i think of many other ppl also la. like you, and you, and oh, you too!)

well actually with so many boring taklimats it's no wonder my mind wandered. heh.

so yeah. do you think of me too ah?

but you know what, forget it. you're just oblivious, aren't you? =)

i'm balding

T_T

like, seriously wey.

was in guardian today when one of the saleswoman handed me a pamphlet smilingly.

the pamphlet was for some hair loss prevention shampoo.

O_o

me: haha, my hair very little?!

woman: *smiles happily* ah, yes!

me: ...... no, you're saying i have very little hair?

woman: *smiles and nods*

me: *voice rises up one pitch* I HAVE VERY LITTLE HAIR?!?!

woman: ya... there~~~ like no hair... *indicates forehead*

me: NO HAIR?!

woman: *smiles and nods* you can try the shampoo... can help wan...

......

ZHA DOU wey!

shit la i better just go and get bangs again.

...... if u must know, i stopped keeping bangs cos i look kiddish enough already without my hair flopping over my eyes in attempt to look kawaii.

time to cut my fringe. high time.

(yes felicia i know u told me my fringe too long edi and OMG HOW WAS THE CONCERT? so sorry i didnt reply ya sorry sorry but tell me how was it k? and JAEJOONGIE~! tell me tell me! tell me how was it like sleeping so close to them hahahahahahahah woot! wah cheh sounds so... wrong. XD )

ah shit forgot got stuff suppose to search. i'm like, the lousiest group member u can get. *cough*

hi all!

in uni comp lab right now, happily typing away. there's msn in my faculty's comp lab =D not too sure bout my kolej's comp lab though.

but anyway! things so far have been quite tulan. i tell u, timetable's so screwed up. now i'm stuck with only 13 credit hours when i want to take at least 18 (12's the minimum). stupid classes too full. then the english courses. wtf man. we had this taklimat on wat classes to take and all but they never bothered to tell us that some ppl are exempted or wat course to take, etc.

honestly.

and no leng chais so far la aiyo everyone keep asking me. hahaha. maybe other faculty or kolej got la. anyway i'm here to study, u think wat. get into uni to hit on guys ah?

but anyway yeah so far so good, i've only had TWO classes. tomorrow's gonna be great, classes from 8am til 9pm WOOT. chun or not? i'm so happy. HAHA. but but but! fri no classes! yay! i managed to change my timetable so yeah. FRIDAY FREE! can balik on thurs night :D

so yeah am still kinda worried bout wat classes to take and all (the classes they suggested damn tulan useless la give wrong info some more wtf).

what else ah? yes i know i'm being incoherent. oh hostel life. so far ok la. had some ants problem but now shud be alright edi. fren lent me some chalk thingy keep ants away. and i like my room mate. guys out there, she's very tall, very fair and very very pretty. heh. but none of u guys are worthy of her anyway so buzz off. XD

ohhh and wat else? hehe i managed to watch world cup finals so whoever keeps insulting that kolej no life go eat your heart out! muahaha. and italy won double muahaha! poor zidane though.

btw my taggie's damn screwed up i know but i'll just leave it there anyway. if anyone misses me just LEAVE A COMMENT. yes u lazy ppl out there, just leave a comment la. if not ur tags will be swallowed by the spams.

so, miss me ya everyone! =D gtg gtg.

tomorrow

nervous nervous nervous.

i wanna go uni but i dowan to stay there la dei.

i'm gonna miss my COMP! *WAIL* T_T

i'm gonna miss my CAR! my dear sweet lovely green little kancil! T_T

i'm gonna miss my BED!

i'm gonna miss daniel lee the cardboard cut-out! (well actually no la. just say for fun oni. hahaha.)

then cannot watch the rest of world cup also. cis. dont care, i shall cabut from uni, go home and watch. MUAHAHA.

(ok apparently that's not quite possible but we shall see.)

oh and also to see jialin if can... yep she got petronas so she'll be off to perak next week.

sigh.

must be optimistic and happy and excited!

never thought i'd actually be going to university one day. i guess THAT itself is a cause for celebration HAHAHA.

*cough*

anyway yeah. going off. don't miss me too much ya! =D

再见

ok enough with spamming my own blog. damn stupid.

actually, i also dunno why i'm so emo. it's just something small, not like he's leaving forever also mah. still in m'sia some more la, wtf.

i'll be my usual happy-silly self soon, no worries. i've got uni to look forward to, and so does he.

i took for granted those times i saw him on a daily basis. will see everyone the next day mah.

then one by one they left, and then he and i left too.

i never really said it before, but through the silly tele-survey job i held, i met people, many of whom i enjoyed being in their company. oh and as for those we didnt like, we could always have fun bitching about them. heh.

...... yeah.

hugging him goodbye didnt break my heart (uh... was distracted as had to regain balance due to height difference... -_-" ).

but seeing him turn back to wave his arms goofily...... and then watching him disappear into the crowd.

there goes the familiar dull ache. the twang of pain in my heart.

oh woot i'm SO emotional. *rolls eyes*

immature, indecisive, xiao qi, fa hiao, sissy, nao bie niu.

my my, u're such a great kor. >=P

再见, cos we'll meet again one day anyway.

......

then why am i still close to tears?

='(

...... silly silly me.

='(

i have nothing else better to do than to spam my blog.

='(

bye bye. will see u soon, aight?

poh yen was right

i HAVE put on weight!

i've NEVER been 43kg before ok. i don't know WHEN that extra one or two kgs crept up on me (and probably deposited in my ass. why dont u go up to my chest, huh? HUH? stupid fats).

mum was damn happy. she was like, exclaiming to the doctor "oh, my daughter is the same weight as i am!" and laughed coquettishly WTH.

*grumbles*

hmm oh italy won. not like i was supporting australia anyway but kesian them. lose until so 冤枉. (heehee, look reb, i can publish chinese words on my blog =p)

anyway gtg la wanna sleep earlier. btw wtf kind of gambar digital they want? must be in diskette some more. diskettes sudah obsolete la (ok fine, obsolete to me la).

oh and my height is 156cm after all. i always thought i was 155cm.

I'M TALLER THAN I THINK wheeeee hahahahahahahahahaha! *cough*

one cm is damn a lot to me ok, so shut up. >=P

random thoughts

enough of bits and pieces of uni stuff constantly invading my mind. hmm but speaking of which i kinda wished they actually had uniforms cos that'll be so much easier (of cos the uniforms must be cute la), either that or we're allowed wear anything we want. not strict rules that make me wonder what i can and cannot wear.

anyway, oh, korea is out of the world cup. hehe. actually ah, i dont know why some support korea so much. they very good meh? or is it cos we're asians? i mean, not that there're any lengchais in the team also, except maybe ahn jung hwan. he's quite hot. yeah.

random rant coming into my random thoughts - something i cant stand during msn. having emoticons popping out in the middle of every sentence and sometimes even WORDS wtf...... eh, very annoying la wey. some more when discussing something totally serious and then i see wiggly punctuation marks and flashing letters and cutesy emoticons bouncing about. very distracting wor. how to be serious? -_-"

sigh ok ok i shall be nice. see i'm not annoyed anymore. i very patient wan. =D

moving on to another unrelated topic -

it's funny how the things i want to say to you are things i'll never say.

...... oh well, maybe after 10 years. heh. XD

you know i'll miss you, and i already do.

actually, scratch that. u won't know cos either u're just too slow or...... oh well, u're just too slow, period. i could parachute off a plane naked carrying an outrageous banner saying "MARRY ME!" and you'll probably just scratch ur ass absent-mindedly and say something inane like "the sky is blue".

*rolls eyes*

......

who am i kidding? there are no random thoughts. it's just you.


(hmm, realised it sounds a bit off. just a friend and nothing more than a friend. but wth why am i even explaining myself, i mean this is my blog anyway. *smacks forehead* )

very important

li qin totally cracks me up sometimes.

so we were talking on the phone and she was asking if i've bought the neccessities.

me: eh eh list out the stuff.

liqin: neccessities la!

me: like???

liqin: like...... shampoo~~~

me: ...... shampoo...... -_-"

but nothing beats this. after naming a few PROPER neccessities (e.g. pillow, bedsheets, clothes, etc)......

me: yeah, so anything else......

liqin: *thinks*

me: come, quick think of something!

liqin: aaaaaah ah~, i know i know......

me: what?

liqin: ...... keychain~~ for the key~~~

me: ?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! *dies laughing*


right.

so people, remember to buy keychain for your key. so can hang your key. very important, yes.

XD

super blur!

O_o

ok take things one at a time. very simple wan. if dunno, then ask.

(oh btw we can't even wear shorts in the dorm wan ah?)

ok dont laugh at that silly question. i mean, li qin was worried that they're not gonna have hot water WAHAHA oh shit no hot water leh *faints*.

ok, another thing on my to-do list... shopping. for clothes i dont really want. gah.

......

gonna go eat apple pie.

i'm nervous

though i should be counting my blessings.

but yeah, i'm nervous.

......

anyway, it'll be good to finally be on track. new experience new people and all that crap. =)

i just hope i'm on the right road here.

no matter, it'll do me good and take my mind off stupid frivolous some stuff.

i mean, out of sight, out of mind mah, right? it worked the last time anyway.

......

shall finally wash car tomorrow. nearly 6 mths since i properly washed it. even the guy who fixed my bumper remarked that my car was "very dusty". -_-"

and yeah shall finally sort out the stuff in my room tomorrow. oh it's bad. how bad? exam papers (including trials) still strewn on my table. and stpm timetable still up on the wall.

plus papers papers papers everywhere from my last job.

i even caught one or two spiders on my beloved daniel. =( =( =(

beh tahan edi. going into cleaning frenzy tomorrow.

whee a totally random thought just hit me - when is sis gonna get pregnant?

baby! yay! i want!

XD



[edit]

...... ok, someone pointed out it sounds like i'm the one who wants a baby.

wth, i want my SISTER to have a baby la!

actually i also want a baby but i only want to make love and have baby without going through pregnancy omfg did i just type that out?!

stupidity at its best

listening to: head over feet - alanis morissette


hahaha.

gosh this is so amusing.

twice i'm getting into this pointless mess.

*bishes self*

i need someone to wake me up man.

XUE where the heck are u when u're the best person to deliver a kick to my hawt bootylicious derriere?

shitshitshitshitshit.

sugar high!

i finally got my fix of mcD's chocolate sundae cone today! XD

but i'm sulking sulking sulking cos JIALIN is evil.

...... she doesnt wanna watch cars with me!

*sulks*

well actually jialin's against watching animation on the big screen la. not that she tak mau watch movie with me.

so i'll just force her to watch tokyo drift with me. got hot girls.


but anyway......

...... so who wanna watch cars with me?

*insert large big watery anime eyes*

mood swings

listening to: put your records on - corrine bailey rae


yep, mood swings hitting me. so now i'm like, crazy happy one moment then down depressed the next and pouty whiny another minute and before u know it i'm grumpy bored.

and i get totally random and i have anything and everything flitting through my mind til i even confuse myself.

and i'm suffering from my seasonal bouts of low self-esteem. oh, u know, where i go "lemme wallow in self-pity cos i think i look like crap and i have thunder thighs and oh yeah i have no boobs, as if u didnt already know that".

yes and dont say i'm being ridiculous. there's a whole lot of truth to how i see myself, so there!

and please la dont take the chance to insult me kao kao cos i'm in such a *cough* delicate *cough* situation now.

and i have no direction in life WOOT somebody please shoot me.

at least i've got anime to watch and books to read. yay! sir thursday! his dark materials trilogy!

but must not read through the night again and only sleep when the sun comes out cos holy shit my face is breaking out. huge zits gaaaaaaaah~!

must convince jialin to watch cars on fri. *practises puppy dog eyes*

i dont know what to do with the daniel cut-out in my room. damn zhor deng la. eh eh but i still *heart* daniel ok.

i. want. to. go. club. bing!

i. want. to. go. ice. skate. ting!

i. want. to. go. on. a. hol. li. day!

dammit la dunno HOW long i havent went ice-skating edi.

...... and i actually feel like studying la. if i bum around any longer i shall be reduced to a puddle of blubbering... er, blubber.

i wanna eat mcD's chocolate sundae cone!

chocolate sundae cone!

chocolate sundae cone!

chocolate sundae cone!

and you, i don't even know why i like you when i shouldn't even like you when i know nothing will happen when i hardly see you anyway when i know you're only probably kidding around though of course i sorta wish you're not and that there's a small little possibility that you might like me, like seriously like me and i know i sound damn insane cos it just seems so weird but oh my fucking gosh i can't believe i might've actually fallen for you dammit it's just so stupid of me, you know?

i couldnt help it, it's all YOUR bloody fault.

tagged~

this time by ee fei. =)

Four movies I could watch over and over:
1. shakespeare in love! (romance and wit :D )
2. ever after.
3. spirited away. i totally *heart* the movie.
4. someone like you. (cos the idea of men behaving like bulls is hilarious. plus, hugh jackman is hot)

Four places I have lived at:
1. section 17. love that place. my old crush lives right behind my old house WAKAKA.
2. cheras.
3. takeshi kaneshiro's bedroom. (yes it's in my inmagination, so what? XD )
4. the shire! and no, i'm not a hobbit. -_-"

Four books I recommend to everyone:
1. karma sutra - cos everyone needs to enjoy... er, nvm.
1. angela's ashes - frank mc court
2. to kill a mockingbird - harper lee
3. five people you meet in heaven - mitch albom
4. the bible. no, seriously. i love books that i can read forever and this one can take up to more than a lifetime. plus, it's amusing. there's a giant fish in it! (i think.)

Four of my favourite dishes:
1. anything
2. with
3. lotsa
4. CHEESE! XD XD XD XD XD

Four sites I visit daily:
1. friends' blogs.
2. some random blogs
3. i look at girls
4. and i love to look at saaya irie too

(the last two links are LARRY'S daily source of pleasure visits la, not mine.

Four places I'd rather be right now:
1. in takeshi kaneshiro's bedroom
2. on his bed
3. in his arms
4. and yeah, i'm kidding XD

Four bloggers I'm tagging:

nah, just anyone who wants to do it. =)

football: HIS love, HIS life.

here's what i have to say after reading siu fai's latest post.

now, we all know that like any other guy, siu fai's crazy over football, and most of you would know that i'm the total opposite.

(what, u didnt realise i dont have an affinity for football? u gotta be kidding.)

so yeah, it's cos of girls like me rolling our eyes over the game that results in guys making stereotypical statements like "Have you read an article in the papers recently about this housewife who says she is negelected by her husband during the World Cup? Man, this is just soo typical of girls (no offence)" and "Girls, you should not bluntly judge the guys for watching too much football".

ya la there're worse statements - these dont sound that bad cos they're made by siu fai and he's a gentleman.

*smirks*

anyway, football isn't just about 22 men running around chasing a ball - yes yes yes i know.

but to me, football is just about 22 men running around chasing a ball. dunno for what. ok, maybe upon further observation, i'll add that it's 22 men running around in SHORTS chasing a ball. and some of the men are hot. hot men in shorts. would ya look at those muscles, baby!

see, that's what goes through my mind if i ever in the slightest chance actually get through 5 minutes of the game.

well look, at least i don't pretend to like the game or know all about it. yeah, i'm the football fan's worst nightmare - the type that stares blankly at the game and interrupts by making lame remarks like "they're just kicking the ball around, very interesting meh" or asking questions like "what's offside?".

(yeah, i really did ask my dad. when i was about 12.)

well, alright, there is one small part in my life that football has given me some semblance of joy.

see, my sister and my dad have hardly ever been on good terms with each other. they can't get along most of the time, and of course all this tension makes me very sad.

but when it comes to football... ah. =)

sis is constantly annoyed with dad's criticisms on how liverpool plays and dad is equally annoyed at how sis could never see how lousy liverpool was sometimes......

even with their favourite sport they can't get along, wtf.

oh yeah, the joy i get? it's amusing watching them bicker over football. and insulting liverpool together along with dad cos sis can't do anything to me with dad around. MUAHAHAHA. XD

ok ok i'm getting side-tracked. anyway. if u really thought about it, quite a lot of girls are really into football. i can't think of many girls i know who fit in the stereotypical football-hating-female mould.

well, except me. hahahahaha. nah, i'm actually just neutral? and of course i've watch a few matches here and there (i mean, who hasn't?). so, nope, it doesnt bother me when guys revert back to neanderthals go crazy over football. and duh, i'll probably even be watching a few games during the world cup.

cos there'll be plenty of eye-candy, that's for sure. ;)

i've been tagged =)

tagged by bonnie!

...... er, so what am i supposed to do? just 20 ppl that come to mind?

1. bon
2. xue
3. xin
4. yin
5. feli
6. chialin jialin
7. poh yen
8. joel
9. kwan kwan
10. zee yin
11. kor kor
12. licin li qin
13. reb
14. ooi jinny ninny
15. siu siu fai fai
16. bee guanie
17. mag
18. ck
19. ngee chong
20. larry


How did you meet 14?

more like WHY did i have to meet ooi jin. haha kidding. prob in form 4, same class. he was the annoying know-it-all. still is. =P


What would you do if you never met 1?

my life wouldnt be the same without bonnie!!! hahaha but really, thank you so much bon, u've always been concerned whenever i was down. great listener and gives good advice. *hugsies*


What would you do if 20 and 9 dated?

that'll be *looks* larry and kwan kwan. hahahaha, i'll be SO amused cos they're totally not for each other.


Did you ever like 19?

...... of course i like ngee chong! he's sho nice and sho sweet~! (actually it's only bcos he's good fun to bully. MUAHAHA.)


Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?

jia lin and mag. perfect for each other. XD


Describe 3.

xin... one of the nicest and most patient person i've ever known. and she gives the best hugs ever! miss you, girl. must meet up this month ok! ok?????


Do you think 8 is attractive?

joel? he's totally hot. hahahahaha well, if he DOES get that haircut then maybe. =P


Tell me something about 7.

poh yen? she made me hide in a drain with her.

...... well apart from that she's SHO cute and adorable! AWWWWWW~~~

(yes poh i know u're so gonna kill me :D )


Do you know any of 12's family?

well i've MET all of li qin's family members. father, mother and two brothers and that killer dog of hers which she calls MUFFIN. i think. that bitch BITES ok!


What's 18's favourite?

chai kun's favourite what??? fav color? i think she likes blue. is it? hahahaha.


What would you do if 11 confesses that he/she likes you?

shih ween? well i wont be suprised cos EVERYone likes me! ahahaha. truth be told, i'd rather that situation doesnt happen. =)


Who is 9 going out with?

kwan kwan... ah. ok. if going out seriously, then no one.


How old is 16 now?

bee guan! just turned 20. =)


When was the last time you talked to 13?

well i spoke to reb over msn just last night i think? or the night before.


Who's 2 favourite band/singer?

oh! xue loves bsb, spice girls, bep, gwen stefani... hahaha i wild guess saja.


Would you date 4?

if i were a guy, i'd totally date yin. she's very pretty! =)


Would you date 7?

poh yen and i, we used to date, way back in form 4. WAHAHA.


Is 15 single?

siu fai? OMG he's SO single and available wey! plus ever since he entered college he's suddenly so into "chun chicks". sigh. siu fai finally grows up. XD


What's 10's last name?

full name's yap zee yin.


Would you ever be in a serious relationship with 11?

no. because kor's too immature for me to want to be in a serious relationship with him.

but if he does change i'll give it a shot. ;)


Which school does 3 go to?

xin goes to SIT, baby!


Where does 6 live?

jialin lives in mutiara damansara. HUGE houses. no kidding.


Whats your favourite thing about 5?

felicia... well, how she understands me most of the time. and how we can talk and talk and talk about anything (well, almost). felicia~~~ i know u're dead busy and all but me miss you la wey. i don't care. i'm barging into your house one day and kidnapping you off to have baskin robbins very berry strawberry ice cream! XD




woot, finally i'm done! and anyone who feels like doing it can do la.

untitled

it's the second time i'm feeling this way.

yes, i feel a lot of anger and fury. and it hurts me so much that they had to go through all that shit.

i've swore and cursed over those bastards and what they did. i would love nothing better than to see them get what they deserve, which includes getting rammed by a hugeass truck over and over and over again til they're left to die a slow, painful, and utterly torturous death.

i want them to feel the pain, humiliation and fear they inflicted on others.

oh yeah, and justice. like, that's so easy to get.

everytime what i heard comes to mind, i feel a wrench at my heart. which is stupid really, cos as friends we're supposed to be pillars of strength or whatever but bloody hell here i am feeling hurt. like, for goodness sake, wtf?!

...... yes yes, will snap out of it soon.

and there's always something i can do, if not for them, then for others.

daddy dearest

was woken from sleep early this morning at one in the afternoon when dad called my handphone.

me: hello?

*silence*

me: hello hello?

*silence*

yep, it was dad alright (for some reason he'll only answer after like, the 10th "hello" everytime he calls you).

me: daddy ah...?

dad: SHERRY!

me: yes dad.

dad: SHERRY!

me: ...... yes!!!

dad: HOW old are YOU ah?!

me: ?!?!?! i'm TWENTY!!!! O_o

dad: HAH?! YOU'RE TWENTY-ONE!

me: dad, i'm TWENTY!

dad: aiyah now have to pay 400 bucks! u said u're twenty-one?!

me: i... what?! NO i'm TWENTY la daddy!

dad: u're not twenty-one ah???

me: I. AM. TWEN. TY.

dad: aiya ok la ok la i thought u're twenty-one already! now have to pay the fella...

me: why? if i'm below twenty-one insurance won't cover my car damages?

dad: *totally ignores my question* so what year???

me: dad, TWENTY!

dad: no no what year were u born!

me: oh. 1986.

dad: what date!

me: 19th of march.

dad: *pauses for a while* OHHHHHHHH! you're only twenty this year!

me: ......

dad: ok you not yet twenty-one...... let me talk to the fella see how.

me: ok.



......

like wth, dad was so adamant that i was 21... -_-"

but yeah, he has more important stuff on his mind, like settling the car insurance and all for me though technically it's my job but he still sees me as this little girl who can't handle these things then why on earth does he think i'm twenty-one?

hahahaha. he's the best daddy ever. =)

neither here nor there

listening to: first love - utada hikaru


* taylor hicks won. =) though i preferred chris and elliot.

* i've changed my handphone number. AGAIN. using digi this time around.

* took a 6-hour nap today. a nap! XD

* will be bumming around the whole day tomorrow!

* i havent watched the da vinci code!!!!!! *hides in corner*

* but i've watched x-men.

* hugh jackman is sexayyyyy.

* i have very very very little money left in my bank account. ='(

* i wanna try manhattan fish market!

* car still not fixed yet, gah. next week next week.

* i'm letting go. just friends? i'm good. =)

* my diet for these past few weeks consisted of mcds and maggi mee. i kid u not.

* i have a huge-ass zit on my forehead. T_T

* kampai! XD

* i'm... sad. but i'll bounce back soon.


p.s: btw, happy birthday flea~ will try my best to get something from ur wishlist =)

p.p.s: i can't post comments on blogdrive. why ah?

ya, damn suay

no meh, last week was the suay-est week of my life, ok.

hit a bmw coupe (and was totally at fault), then lost my phone.

yeah my phone is still missing. *sad*

anyway i'll have to get myself a new phone sometime soon, using mum's phone temporarily.

so what phone to get?

...........

*very very excited and high when i think of this phone*




SONY ERICSSON W810i!!!!!!!!!

*starts spazzing*

the phone so damn yeng wey~!!!!!

it's gorgeous gorgeous gorgeous...

and i can afford it! (actually only after i get my gaji next month)

...... but i won't be getting it la. cos i'm so freaking prone to losing my handphone... if i lose this phone i'll jump off a tall building wey.

*looks at phone wistfully*

btw will most prob stick to my old number to avoid all the hassle. want to change to digi but i have a feeling a lot of people will bish me if i change my number again. heh. XD

phone gone bye bye ='(

yes, i lost my phone. again.

not sure if it's stolen cos when we call there's just no answer. phone was in silent mode btw. not calling too much cos if phone runs out of battery it'll be harder to find.

if it's not stolen.

i'm seriously hoping it's somewhere in the office cos that's where i think i might've misplaced it.

*please please please please please be there in the office somewhere please please please let me manage to find it tomorrow*

if confirm lost case i'll be asking around for all ur contacts.

meanwhile, i need a hug.

='(

kancil hits bimmer

ok anyway. so here's what happened. hit the fella's car and all cos i was bloody careless. called dad and he said better report.

damage wasnt much la, my car headlights kena smashed. his car kena scratched and the rim was slightly kemek.

he said he had to catch a movie, rush for meeting, etc and won't be free the rest of the day to make the police report. i told him if he was free after that just gimme a call la, cos i can hop out of office anytime.

he did call me later on, so i went off with him in search of a police station. which was kinda dangerous, cos technically he was a stranger.

(yes i kena lecture kao kao edi. parents scolded me not bcos i hit his car but bcos i went off in his car. even HE sorta lectured me. like, wth wey.)

we managed to find this police station in bangsar, but we were told that we had to make the report in the pusat bandaraya police station. couldnt go there at that time cos he was rushing for this business convention thingy.

i did mention he has his own business, and i was really curious bout it. everytime i asked what sort of business it was, he asked me to go to the convention, "then u will know".

(-_-")

and he was really into getting me to go for the convention. i myself was torn between curiousity, incredulity and amusement.

(no i didnt go to the convention cos it was too freaking last minute and i would be home quite late.)

anyway dad later told me that he'll make the police report with me the next morn, the fella can go make his own separate report. which was what we did, though he did chide me for not "waiting" for him.

...... nevermind.

with the police report done, we called up each other and then went out for lunch. look, i was kidding when i said he was hitting on me. he was more of interested in getting me to be his business partner cos he "wants to change me".

no pimp jokes please. u wont be the first one to crack that joke. trust me.

and i was called a dumb girl by kor and farouk (one of my superior)! =(

SO EVIL LA BOTH OF THEM. as if i'm under the bimmer guy's spell just bcos he drives a bmw. wth la wey.

and actually i'm still a little worried if we'd be able to claim the insurance cos the accident happened in midvalley carpark, a private property. should be can la, but i wont be at peace until the whole thing's settled.

and if u must know, bimmer guy's ok-looking. and he's short. and he comes across as rather materialistic to me.

so girls out there, if you're interested, lemme know. *winks*

freaking shit

so, i hit a car today.

in the mid valley car park. entirely my fault.

and the car had to be a freaking BMW COUPE.

*buries face in hands*

shall blog more about it some other time.

p.s. the bmw driver is a 23 yr old guy who's freaking rich and has his own business. and he's very nice. and very friendly. yep, u bet i have lots to blog about. XD

p.p.s. lodging police report tomorrow. have to pay rm300 fine definitely. shit shit shit.

p.p.p.s. did i mention the bmw fella is damn nice? oh i did. heh.

ooh look!

嘿嘿，我终于可以用华文blog 了！XD

。。。。。。

(谁叫我是电脑白痴，过了那么久才会在blog 上publish 华文字。。。)

其实，用华语blog 还蛮辛苦leh。。。*流汗*

不过很爽(我爽就好啦！)。yes i know i'm damn 无聊。

ok i definitely prefer blogging in english. sedang syiok sendiri cos i finally figured how to let my blog publish chinese words (it was my own comp's settings, not blog settings. i'm not that slow la). at times i feel like blogging in mandarin mah.

but anyway, had this interesting experience in the cinema today (watched poseidon with chia lin jia lin =D ).

see, the girl sitting next to me was so amusing.

we were watching the x-men 3 movie trailer and the blue woman (mystique? sorry, not much of an x-men fan, heh) appeared.

and then the girl next to me gasped audibly and went "ee-yer~!".

not just once, ok.

EVERY FREAKING TIME THE BLUE WOMAN APPEARED.

nevermind that.

movie started, and for those not in the know, what happens is the ship - poseidon, gets whammed by this hugeass wave.

(and don't be stupid, that wasn't a spoiler.)

hugeass as it was, i didnt know it could induce such fear in the audience...

i mean, there she was - whimpering, covering her eyes with her hands, peeking between her fingers.


scene: huge wave rising higher threatening to swallow ship.

girl: *whimperGASPwhimper*

me: *chuckles at huge wave*


scene: wave hits ship!

girl: *covers face in hands* WHIMPERwhimperwhimper

me: woot. that was cool.


couldnt help smirking everytime she whimpered. she was so idiotic la, ok.

oopsies, that was kinda mean.

...... gee, i love poking fun at people like her. =)

because i feel like posting something

the remedy - jason mraz


was on my way to work today, driving on the highway, and it was raining though not too heavily.

spotted this car that was stopped at the side, emergency lights on and all. probably tyre punctured la, saw one figure holding an umbrella and another crouching at one of the tyres.

thing is, the guy was holding the umbrella for the lady who had to crouch in a freaking SKIRT.

anyway, i have a thing that guys should be good with cars (not that girls shouldnt).

even if it's something small, like the other day when my car alarm went off in the deserted car park late at night. was mildly annoyed cos couldnt stop it.

i wasnt too bothered, though. just as i predicted, in a minute the mid valley policeman(?) stopped by, fiddled a little with the wiring (or whatever it is) and all was good.

so yeng, ok.

see, that's why i find step incredibly sexy in this post of his.

(just kidding XD )

......

ok fine, i admit i'm totally useless when it comes to cars.

at least now i know how to pump air into the car tyres!


anyway! on a totally unrelated topic - what should i do with my hair? vote vote!

if u cant recall how my hair looks like or even how i look like... ah, just vote anyway.

=)



www.dpolls.com

wedding

shh, don't tell sis, but my eyes teared twice on her wedding day.

first was when the groom kissed the bride after exchanging vows. cos it was so sweet, ok. he kissed her lightly on her forehead, then embraced her in a one arm hug and kissed her.

then it was during the lunch reception when they had the slide shows OF WHICH MY STUPID KOR MADE ME MISS ALMOST ALL OF IT COS HE CALLED AT THE WRONG TIME ARGH! by the time i got back to the ballroom all the childhood pictures sudah habis shown. *fumes*

so anyway it was near the end of the slides, showing the wedding pictures and they looked so happy there and the damn music was kinda touching (you raise me up, the bagpipes part).

lazy to blog out details.

so now sis is officially married!



joined in marriage.


=')

for jie jie

[a rather long and extremely indulgent post]


well, time really flies, doesnt it? i mean, gosh, you're getting married, like, tomorrow!

never thought that would ever happen. =P

i have so many things to say - all these thoughts and memories all swimming around in my head.

so let's begin when i first entered your life, shall we? cos we all know what a miraculous and joyous occasion it was :D i know i must've been such an annoying little brat to you. what to do, i was all little and cute and adorable; whereas you were this gawky, awkward pre-teen. ok fine, so you weren't gawky nor awkward. speaking of which, what's it with you getting all the good genes? bigger boobs, fairer skin, prettier face... wey, didnt think of leaving something for me ah?

ok, so i got the brains. NYAHAHA.

(yes i'm kidding.)

and eh, remember the barbie incident? you had your very first barbie doll (at the age of 12, you poor deprived soul XD ), so understandably you were reluctant to let me play with it. you were so worried that i'd pull barbie's head off. then you kena scolded by mum and was forced to relent.

and then i pulled barbie's head off.

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! sorry la but i think it's damn funny! so kesian la, the next thing u knew, you were staring at barbie's head rolling on the floor. woot!

it just cracks me up! XD

we weren't really that much close when i was a kid. i mean, an age gap of 11 years, what would one expect. but as i grew up, i suppose the age gap sorta narrowed? in a way, you knew what i was going through. and even when mum and dad didnt see through my lies and tall stories, you did. which was kinda annoying. been there, done that, eh? must be la.

so i guess sometimes you were more understanding than mum and dad, but STILL not that understanding! i mean, not letting me watch Friends before i turned 18? aiyo please la, the silly show was already so heavily censored anyway!

(and yeah, those tv-hogging days you had last time were seriously annoying. yes i know you were deprived of tv during your schooling years. but thank goodness the frog came along and distracted you. heh.)

like most sisters are, one moment we're all nice to each other, and next we're quarreling over something idiotic, especially when we shared a room last time. bloody hell.

common gripes are when i want to stay up late to study or whatever and you'd want to sleep early (sometimes right after dinner so you can watch football later - like, puh-leese!). or you wanting to switch the fan on and i'd be sneezing away (yes i caught cold so many cos of YOU, you evil person). and your silly aromatherapy thing was damn annoying leh - the smell and the candlelight!

actually the moment you fell asleep i'd blow out the damn candle. MUAHAHA.

but eh, you've gotta gimme some credit for massaging you when you had backaches :D and for entertaining you at night when both of us just talked til you asked me to shut up we fell asleep.

(until now you refuse to say goodnight to me, hor? like, wth.)

then we shifted to cheras and we had our own separate rooms finally - woot!

then cheras being cheras, sucky location and stupid traffic jams, so you went to live with frog and his aunt.

then we hardly saw each other already lor. some more frog takes up so much of your time. *rolls eyes*

i know these past few weeks have been quite dahsyat. what with dad being all irritating and getting on your nerves. how he's just so annoying sometimes and his mindset can be so freaking ridiculous. and i know how it is when he gets so agitated. just feel like yelling back sometimes, yeah? maybe he's agitated that he might lose face cos no alcohol during lunch reception (*rolls eyes*). maybe he's agitated cos not enough tables for his friends (*rolls eyes again*).

but maybe deep down there's this nagging feeling he cant quite place.

it's because you're getting married. and he's your dad after all. those silly agitations - it's just on the surface, ok? so just bear with it for a while.

as for frog, it's memang well-known he's a last-minute kind of person. he does get things done in the end anyway, but you being you, wanting things to be organised and all. learn to live with it la. or you don't have to. you're a woman, manipulate him.

just kidding la. heh.

anyway, i'm supposed to go try on the bridesmaid dress again. to see how much tissue i need to stuff in my bra to fill out the dress if the dress still fits.

>_<"

a hat full of sky!

u're the one that i want - olivia newton john & john travolta


hee, me finally got the terry pratchett book~~~ ^^

though i wonder when i'll have time to read it. i'm not even done with poh's crime and punishment.

but anyway!

was about to do a lengthy entry on idiots i get over the phone and what NOT to do the next time a phone company like mine calls up.

but i'll do that after i stop working there. =)

as for the past week, i've learnt to take a step back. at one time i was too caught up to see the person's flaws, and the next moment i was too pissed off that everything of the person annoyed me.

i've gotten over the silly spazzing mode (it feels nice while it lasts, for one thing).

so yeah. am taking it as it goes. it doesnt matter what happens, i'm calmer now.

on a totally unrelated topic, what is it with guys refusing to lend girls porn?

now dont point at me and go "eee-yer". pls la. i'm not addicted to porn or anything. i'm just curious about those super dahsyat ones.

sure, i can just google and enjoy watch those stuff. but not when the comp is right in front of my parents room ok.

all i did was ask (for fun) if can borrow but kena lecture by kor pula.

anyway i lost interest edi la. and no i'm not horny.

so yes you can put those handcuffs away.

no longer stewing

i'm happy again. =)

ok off to cook maggi mee to eat. dinner!

[edit]

oooh blogger not down anymore.

so yeah, anyway. today was both good and bad.

bad cos me din earn a cent today. haha my fault la, was running around not doing work. carmen (my field exec) marah edi... >_<"

wanted to take day off tomorrow but this particular project gonna be closed tomorrow itself, so i should be a bit more responsible mah.

hate the project though. everyone who's doing it hates it. earning peanuts for these past few days is not funny, ok. peanuts wey. PEANUTS.

but today was good cos...

well, it was good. =)

[edit]

oooh oooh siu fai has started a blog! you won't BELIEVE how long it took for him to come up with the url, ok.

honestly.

excerpt from his very first entry:

"After a long deliberation on choosing a name (hah!) , I finally landed on this. Pretty cool eh? =D"

guess what name he ended up with?

......

csfai.blogspot.com.

...... hahahahaha. siu fai, u're just so cute sometimes. XD

cute but gay. sigh.

dou shi ni - guang liang


remember the famous saying that all the good guys are either taken or gay?

or something like that la.

anyway chai kun sent me this link over msn...

colinandkero.blogspot.com

my first reaction was OMFG.

it just so happened that the first entry i read was kero's.

EXTREME MUSHINESS gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah~!



like what i told ck, i paling beh tahan rou(4) ma(2) stuff like these whether or not it's written by a guy or a girl.

aT lEaSt ThEy DoNt TyPe LiKe ThIs......

i scrolled down wondering "hm, got pics or not?"

then i saw them! hahahaha wey damn cute la the guys! especially colin! XD

maybe he's bi? *hopeful*

...... oooh btw siu fai's got a BLOG! hahahahahaha! but i'm guessing he wants to fix it first before doling out the url to people so yeah. will just keep everyone in anticipation first. heh.

random rant no.1: oh yeah, and i'm still stewing. sorta.

random rant no.2: dont call me "baby". or "babe". i freaking HATE it.

random rant no.3: talk, or dont talk. dont give me in between. I CAN'T FREAKING STAND IT.

guys. gah.

my little princess (acapella) - dbsg


u know when girls get angry most of them give u the cold shoulder.

but guys?

so far this is the 3rd time i kena...

u ask the guy if he's (still) angry and he says no. he acts all normal, and when u talk to him, he ada reaction and all but he's damn quiet. like, unusually quiet.

(of cos the 3 situation vary but that's the general situation la.)

it annoys the hell out of me, ok.

i SO wanna ask him right out what's it with him but obviously that's a very stupid thing to do.

the best thing would be to let him stew for a while.

cos right now I'M stewing as well.


[edit]: ok damn kao bodoh. i had to go poke and ask him. conclusion?

guys are idiots.

MONEY!

so, anyone interested in earning loads of cash?

in the process u'll get personal development, more free time, leave a legacy behind, etc etc.

i can't remember what else.

anyway anyone interested go take a look at quest.net.

the other day a friend that just joined told me bout it, she set up a date for me to meet her other friend who was already doing this quest.net thingy.

i wasn't particularly interested but she was quite... intent? so i thought what the heck, just go sit and listen la.

so i went to listen, was mildly interested.

but that's it. for one thing, i'm not the least bit enterprising.

i told them i'd think about it.

my friend was still quite adamant i join. of cos la, if i join she earn money mah.

so she kept sms-ing.

"i tin tat is a very good plan. pls tin it properly n make decision. it is a golden chance given by god n apreciate it."

......

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~!!!

sorry la but i couldnt help but burst out laughing. i had this mental image of large hand extending from the heavens offering me shiny golden ticket.

she continued sending msgs.

"lay kuan (fellow colleague) tel me tat she oso hear same plan from her frien. it prove tis plan is wok. many student like us oso join. d requirement is u hv frien n spend sum time."

"i tin u can c d potential if tis plan n d useful experience gain from it. as ur frien, i hope u make corect n smart decision. 1 dcision change ur whole life."

......

ho-kay.

still, any of u interested can tell me la. u'll be earning in US dollars. like, woot.

of course there is the small matter of paying a deposit of some sort if u join. i forgot if it was 200 bucks or 2000 bucks. or something like that la.