wargh

for some reason when i saw the position of the ironing board, it suddenly hit me that i forgot to switch off the iron before i left for uni today.

mum would've probably lectured me to no end if she wasn't already sleeping by the time i came home.

but that isn't the point. it's beyond stupid to leave the damn iron on. and baby isaac was at home too... imagine if a fire had happened.

*kicks self really really hard*

anyway, iron incident aside (still busy kicking myself), quite a number of stuff to settle. i don't particularly like all this kind of remeh-temeh stuff... remeh-temeh to me la cos i'm probably the laziest person ever.

in addition, so many people keep asking me if i've moved into my rented room and i'm like, "er, ya ya, moving soon". actually, i havent even bought ANYthing, no cupboard, no table no shelf no whatever. no mattress even, but i've sorta secured that through an ex-superior.

...... what, procrastination is my forte.

plus, i can't wait to get over this silly flu virus that's got me. i thought i was already recovering, mana tau my voice suddenly hilang. my voice breaks like crazy and some words just don't come out.

and it sucks not being able to sing... well not like i'm a singer wth, i just like singing along, esp when driving in my car.

couldnt resist a hot cup of coffee during lunch though. from my favourite kopi satu van! oh, the sight of the beautiful bright yellow vehicle parked at its usual place. the one thing i have been looking forward to when the sem reopens. once my cough goes away, i shall get my dose of ice-blended cappucino =D

i think a huge chunk of my ptptn goes to buying coffee wth. -_-"

on a totally unrelated topic, i realise i'm doing the same thing again. avoiding. well, not actively avoiding but more of becoming increasingly non-existant.

sometimes i cross the line even when i see where i'm heading. and when i can't avoid the crash anymore, i try (vainly?) to pull out, knowing that what's gonna happen is probably inevitable.

thing is, do i want to avoid the crash? why am i even avoiding it?