a post of all sorts. kinda.

okay la owing to my procrastinating nature and also that i've been busy as fuck for the past few weeks, i've failed to put up a birthday post for isaac's first birthday.

i suck.

oh oh but i had a pretty good birthday - i have great friends, and i'm very thankful. so thanks, you guys. you know who you are. =)

and yeah isaac's birthday post errr coming soon, maybe. when i get hold of the pictures. very cute =)

anyway!

finally assignments are all done, though not quite yet dusted. er, wth i don't know what that meant, don't ask me. ya so don't feel bad if i ignored you over msn or something. busy mode = busy. for some reason, this sem has been THE killer sem, so far la. two more (smaller) hurdles next week and it'll finally, finally be over.

well, there's still finals, but a short breather is better than no breather. -_-"

i've been feeling so lazy, it's appalling. i have work to do, but... damn lazy la wey. i seriously just wanna bum around for a bit. gosh what is wrong with me, i'm supposed to be young, vibrant, and full of energy! yet i wanna bum around. goodness. appalling, i tell you.

speaking of appalling. omg there's this stupid psycho bitch from hell, she's so delusional and stupid she can go kill herself for all anyone cares la. am i evil for feeling DAMN tempted in retorting "go la go die la" when i knew of her saying she wants to kill herself? well no, that doesn't make me evil. cos i already said those words out loud. ya good riddance.

oh wait on second thought that's not very nice. impossible as it may seem, there are probably people who love her and thus will be sad.

so i should add "and may no one feel sad".

what. she really is a psycho delusional bitch la. and a stupid one at that. her stupidity knows no bounds. it's fine if she psycho all by herself, but it bloody disrupts the peace of so many people.

ah, leganya get to bitch a bit about the silly creature.

ok la end mini bitching session wth. no fun bitching when so much stuff are p&c and no one here to sama-sama bitch with!

......

anyway, on an unrelated matter. the attack of the jinx is inevitable. avoidance phase (it's gotta be a phase!). what, defense mechanism la. maybe cos this time is not right either. i... hope not? actually i hope so. but not really. don't mind me, someone once told me i'm a contradicting girl.

as for my, er, search for answers. been looking at things from different perspectives lately. neither has triumphed, but as i get more answers, more questions arise. i can't help but half-wish for an easy way out, that things are laid out in concrete. unless i don't realise that they are laid out in concrete. i feel like saying, oh really, then show me. cos by right, it shouldn't be a problem, no? see la i knew it, as i get deeper, my argument will get more personal.

open mind, open mind.

btw my favourite idol for this season is david cook. he's bloody awesome.

and yeah this post has been incredibly self-indulgent, i know. here's a pat for getting this far. *pats*