growing up is inevitable

and soon, i won't be a teenager anymore.

i still don't know what to do with my life, myself and my future.

i don't know what i want.

look, as a kid i've always pictured myself growing up knowing exactly what i wanted and taking on the future with with a "bring it on!" attitude.

ok, as i got older i did fancy painting myself as a tall leggy girl with ample bosom but nevermind that.

results will be out soon, kononnya.

i dont see myself getting into local uni (then WHY in freaking hell did i take form bloody six?!).

yes, i want to be one of those people who are so damn sure of what they want and are all gung-ho in chasing after their ambition but how am i to do so when i dont have an ambition.

i still dont know what i want to do and please stop asking me what i want to do because i'm sure i've already given an answer to most who've asked nevermind that it was extremely vague.

this whole aimless thing makes me feel useless. hell yes, it makes me feel pretty damn useless.

so just go away.


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btw thx to those who took a bit of time to do the personality test thing for me.

*sheepish smile*

i suck at throwing tantrums. =)