it's the second time i'm feeling this way.
yes, i feel a lot of anger and fury. and it hurts me so much that they had to go through all that shit.
i've swore and cursed over those bastards and what they did. i would love nothing better than to see them get what they deserve, which includes getting rammed by a hugeass truck over and over and over again til they're left to die a slow, painful, and utterly torturous death.
i want them to feel the pain, humiliation and fear they inflicted on others.
oh yeah, and justice. like, that's so easy to get.
everytime what i heard comes to mind, i feel a wrench at my heart. which is stupid really, cos as friends we're supposed to be pillars of strength or whatever but bloody hell here i am feeling hurt. like, for goodness sake, wtf?!
...... yes yes, will snap out of it soon.
and there's always something i can do, if not for them, then for others.