flunctuates. my emotions, that is. and my feelings.
and you know what? you're the one that determines if i'll be happy or despondent. 
i'm giving in. since i can't fight it, no?
so congratulations. you won. go ahead and break it cos it's all yours.
......  
*rolls eyes*  someone's gotta snap me out of this. emotional masochism. HAHAHA. shit, ok i'm going crazy.