down, but looking up

just the other day, a colleague asked me if i ever felt offended from all the joshings i get. i told him, nah, i'm ok wan. to which he asked why, and i thought for a while.

"well, maybe cos i have enough confidence in myself."

which i do, usually. under any normal circumstances. not high confidence, mind you. just enough to get me through the day. ngam ngam cukup makan.

but who doesnt hit rock bottom every now and then. some, more often than others.

today is one of those days where i feel crappy.

lots of coffee and maybe some chocolate. shopping. good songs.

i'll pick myself up soon enough.