i'm nervous, and i'm having cold feet.
i'm very very nervous, and not nervous in a good way. nervous in a way that makes me feel incompetent and incapable.
the nervousness u get when u realise something was of much bigger magnitude that u expected. much much bigger.
and i don't like it when things go unexpected, the wrong way.
and when pressure sets in.
please, i shouldnt be complaining. =( why am i complaining?
so there's nervousness and self-loathing now. yay. -_-"
=(
shall try to be as optimistic as i can. if i pull thru this week, i'll pull thru the next. and things will get better as i settle down.
[EDIT] p.s. i'm missing someone. how weird is that?
i'm not missing anyone! so there you go. -_-"